AAS322 – FINAL

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Make sure to clearly identify which question and part you are answering. Please do

all the parts as specified.

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parenthetical citation (author last name, pg# ).

Do not just focus on analyzing an isolated quote or quotes. Your answers should

reflect a comprehensive understanding of the overall reading you are addressing.

Any quotes you use from the readings should be used as evidence to support your

analysis of the reading you are addressing. You should be as comprehensive and

thorough as possible on your answers.

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1) Relationships: Many of the readings in the 2nd half of the semester deal with

relationships and the conflicts our Chinese/American characters face in

negotiating those relationships. For each of the following readings, please

analyze and discuss the various conflicts and negotiations characters in each

of these readings must negotiate because of their identities.

      a. Henry David Hwang, M Butterfly

      b. Willy Wilkinson, Born on the Edge of Race and Gender

      c. Ha Jin, Waiting

      d. Pick 2 of the authors from Week 10 of the syllabus to explore and discuss this issue.

Your answers for each one should be as comprehensive and thorough as possible.

Please use the Rubric provided to guide you in your writing.

Grading Rubric
AAS 322: Chinese American Lang & Lit Prof. Anna Eng, SFSU

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Excellent: (10 pts.) Good : (8-9 pts.) Satisfactory: (7 pts.) Unsatisfactory: (5-6pts.)
Analysis: – Level and
depth of critical
engagement with the
assigned readings and/or
films.

How well do you address
the question?

Thoughtful analysis of at least 2-3
of the key arguments/ issues
addressed by the readings and/or
film(s).

Analysis is thoughtful and/or
original, and comprehensive.

Makes important connections
between the readings.

Paper goes beyond the assignment
to explore the implications of
arguments or evidence in new
contexts or in particularly
thoughtful, insightful, and/or
original ways.

Paper shows a nuanced grasp of
principles and the ability to apply
and/or discuss these principles with
facility.

Paper fully meets the
parameters of the assignment
but does not exceed them.

Analysis of at least 1-2 of the
key arguments/ issues
addressed by the readings
and/or film(s).

However, analysis could be
more in-depth and
comprehensive.

Paper does not address some
aspects of the assignment.

Paper demonstrates a somewhat
shaky grasp of the principles and
ideas presented.

Analysis is somewhat superficial
and lacks insight on the key
issues and implications of the
readings and the film(s).

Paper leans more towards
summary rather than analysis.

Paper does not address the
assignment.
(and/or…)

Paper contains little or no
analysis of the issues addressed
in the readings and the film(s).

Comprehension:
How well did you
understand the readings
and issues raised.

Paper represents the authors’/film’s
arguments, evidence and
conclusions accurately, fairly and
eloquently.

Demonstrates a firm understanding
of the implications of the author’s
arguments.

Demonstrates an in-depth and
nuanced understanding of the
readings and issues raised in the
film(s).

Paper represents the authors’
arguments, evidence and
conclusions accurately though
not sufficiently clearly.
(and/or…)
There are minor inaccuracies.

Paper badly misrepresents the
authors’ arguments, evidence,
and/or conclusions.

Paper does not address the
authors’ arguments, evidence,
and/or conclusions and does not
demonstrate an understanding of
the materials.

Grading Rubric
AAS 322: Chinese American Lang & Lit Prof. Anna Eng, SFSU

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Evidence:
How well do you support
the issues you are raising
with concrete examples
from the readings?

Excellent, well-chosen, and well-
explained examples to illustrate
your points.

Evidence used to support your
points are rich, detailed and well
chosen.

Evidence sections employ
appropriate illustrations and/or
quotations.

(Where applicable) Important
opposing evidence (i.e. evidence
that might seem to contradict your
argument) is considered and
convincingly refuted.

Evidence used to support the
central point is well chosen,
though not particularly rich or
detailed, or is not well-
explained.

(Where applicable) Some
opposing evidence is
considered and refuted.

Connection between argument
and evidence is not clearly
articulated in all cases.
(and/or…)

(Where applicable)
Consideration of opposing
evidence is cursory or the
evidence is not convincingly
refuted.

Evidence used does not clearly
support the main argument.
(and/or)
No evidence is given to support
your analysis.

(Where applicable) Important
opposing evidence is ignored,
thereby weakening the central
argument.

Writing/Mechanics:
Grammar, spelling,
writing style, sentence
structure, clarity and
organization of your
ideas.

Writing is clear, tight and concise
and to the point.

Ideas are well organized.

Sentences are clear and well–
structured.

No more than 1-2 spelling or
grammar issues

Quotations are all framed
effectively in the text (i.e.
integrated properly in terms of
both grammar and meaning) and
explicated where necessary.

Paper is for the most part
precisely worded and
unambiguous.

Sentence structure is mostly
clear.

There are a few minor spelling
or grammatical errors.

Quotes are all properly
attributed and cited.

Wording is imprecise or
ambiguous fairly often.
(and/or…)

Sentence structure is often
confusing.
(and/or…)

There are a number of spelling
and grammatical errors.
(and/or)

In a few places, quotes are not
attributed and cited.

Quotations are not framed
effectively in the text.

Throughout the paper, wording
is imprecise or ambiguous.
(and/or…)

Sentence structure is
consistently confusing.

Paper is unacceptably sloppy.
Many spelling and grammatical
errors.
(and/or…)

Quotes are frequently not
attributed or improperly cited.

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Tableof Contents

  • Title Page
  • Dedication
  • Copyright Page
  • act one
  • act two
  • act three
  • afterword
  • “A MAJOR PLAYWRIGHT … One must be grateful that a play of this
    ambition has made it to Broadway.”

    —New York Times

    “Playwright David Henry Hwang has something to say and an original,
    audacious way of saying it.”

    —Wall Street Journal

    “A MANY-SPLENDORED THEATRICAL TREASURE. A THRILLING
    DRAMA. A SENSATIONAL REAL-LIFE STORY OF LOVE AND
    TREACHERY.”—UPI

    DAVID HENRY HWANG, the son of first-generation Chinese Americans,
    has emerged as one of the brightest young playwrights of this decade. His
    first play, FOB, originally staged at Stanford University during his senior
    year, was presented in a revised form in 1980 at the New York Shakespeare
    Festival’s Public Theater. Since then, he has had numerous plays staged,
    including the powerful and poignant M. Butterfly, for which he was
    awarded the 1988 Tony Award for Best Play, the Outer Critics Circle Drama

    Award and the Drama Desk Award for Best New Play. David Henry Hwang
    has also collaborated with composer Philip Glass on a science fiction
    musical drama entitled 1000 Airplanes on the Roof.

    To Ophelia

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    M. Butterfly, presented by Stuart Ostrow and David Geffen, and directed by
    John Dexter, premiered on February 10, 1988, at the National Theatre in
    Washington, D.C., and opened on Broadway March 20, 1988, at the Eugene
    O‘Neill Theatre. M. Butterfly won the 1988 Tony for best play, the Outer
    Critics Circle Award for best Broadway play, the John Gassner Award for
    best American play, and the Drama Desk Award for best new play. It had
    the following cast:

    Scenery and Costumes: Eiko Ishioka
    Lighting: Andy Phillips
    Hair: Phyllis Della
    Music: Giacomo Puccini, Lucia Hwong
    Casting: Meg Simon, Fran Kumin
    Production Stage Manager: Bob Borod
    Peking Opera Consultants: Jamie H. J. Guan & Michelle Ehlers
    Musical Director and Lute: Lucia Hwong
    Percussion, Shakuhachi, and Guitar: Yukio Tsuji
    Violin and Percussion: Jason Hwang
    Musical Coordinator: John Miller

    Playwright’s Notes

    “A former French diplomat and a Chinese opera singer have been sentenced to six years
    in jail for spying for China after a two-day trial that traced a story of clandestine love
    and mistaken sexual identity…. Mr. Bouriscot was accused of passing information to
    China after he fell in love with Mr. Shi, whom he believed for twenty years to be a
    woman.”

    —The New York Times, May 11, 1986

    This play was suggested by international newspaper accounts of a recent
    espionage trial. For purposes of dramatization, names have been changed,
    characters created, and incidents devised or altered, and this play does not
    purport to be a factual record of real events or real people.

    “I could escape this feeling
    With my China girl…”

    —David Bowie & Iggy Pop

    Setting

    The action of the play takes place in a Paris prison in the present, and in
    recall, during the decade 1960 to 1970 in Beijing, and from 1966 to the
    present in Paris.

    act one

    scene 1

    M. Gallimard’s prison cell. Paris. Present.

    Lights fade up to reveal Rene Gallimard, 65, in a prison cell. He wears a
    comfortable bathrobe, and looks old and tired. The sparsely furnished cell
    contains a wooden crate upon which sits a hot plate with a kettle, and a
    portable tape recorder. Gallimard sits on the crate staring at the recorder, a
    sad smile on his face.

    Upstage Song, who appears as a beautiful woman in traditional Chinese
    garb, dances a traditional piece from the Peking Opera, surrounded by the
    percussive clatter of Chinese music.

    Then, slowly, lights and sound cross-fade; the Chinese opera music
    dissolves into a Western opera, the “Love Duet” from Puccini’s Madame
    Butterfly. Song continues dancing, now to the Western accompaniment.
    Though her movements are the same, the difference in music now gives
    them a balletic quality.

    Gallimard rises, and turns upstage towards the figure of Song, who
    dances without acknowledging him.

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly, Butterfly …

    He forces himself to turn away, as the image of Song fades out, and talks to
    us.

    GALLIMARD: The limits of my cell are as such: four-and-a-half meters by
    five. There’s one window against the far wall; a door, very strong, to protect
    me from autograph hounds. I’m responsible for the tape recorder, the hot
    plate, and this charming coffee table.

    When I want to eat, I’m marched off to the dining room—hot, steaming
    slop appears on my plate. When I want to sleep, the light bulb turns itself

    off—the work of fairies. It’s an enchanted space I occupy. The French—we
    know how to run a prison.

    But, to be honest, I’m not treated like an ordinary prisoner. Why?
    Because I’m a celebrity. You see, I make people laugh.

    I never dreamed this day would arrive. I’ve never been considered witty
    or clever. In fact, as a young boy, in an informal poll among my grammar
    school classmates, I was voted “least likely to be invited to a party.” It’s a
    title I managed to hold onto for many years. Despite some stiff competition.

    But now, how the tables turn! Look at me: the life of every social
    function in Paris. Paris? Why be modest? My fame has spread to
    Amsterdam, London, New York. Listen to them! In the world’s smartest
    parlors. I’m the one who lifts their spirits!

    With a flourish, Gallimard directs our attention to another part of the stage.

    scene 2

    A party. Present.

    Lights go up on a chic-looking parlor, where a well-dressed trio, two men
    and one woman, make conversation. Gallimard also remains lit; he
    observes them from his cell.

    WOMAN: And what of Gallimard?

    MAN 1: Gallimard?

    MAN 2: Gallimard!

    GALLIMARD (To us): You see? They’re all determined to say my name, as
    if it were some new dance.

    WOMAN: He still claims not to believe the truth.

    MAN 1: What? Still? Even since the trial?

    WOMAN: Yes. Isn’t it mad?

    MAN 2 (Laughing): He says … it was dark … and she was very modest!

    The trio break into laughter.

    MAN 1: So—what? He never touched her with his hands?

    MAN 2: Perhaps he did, and simply misidentified the equipment. A
    compelling case for sex education in the schools.

    WOMAN: To protect the National Security—the Church can’t argue with
    that.

    MAN 1: That’s impossible! How could he not know?

    MAN 2: Simple ignorance.

    MAN 1: For twenty years?

    MAN 2: Time flies when you’re being stupid.

    WOMAN: Well, I thought the French were ladies’ men.

    MAN 2: It seems Monsieur Gallimard was overly anxious to live up to his
    national reputation.

    WOMAN: Well, he’s not very good-looking.

    MAN 1: No, he’s not.

    MAN 2: Certainly not.

    WOMAN: Actually, I feel sorry for him.

    MAN 2: A toast! To Monsieur Gallimard!

    WOMAN: Yes! To Gallimard!

    MAN 1: To Gallimard!

    MAN 2: Vive la difference!

    They toast, laughing. Lights down on them.

    scene 3

    M. Gallimard’s cell.

    GALLIMARD (Smiling): You see? They toast me. I’ve become patron saint
    of the socially inept. Can they really be so foolish? Men like that—they
    should be scratching at my door, begging to learn my secrets! For I, Rene
    Gallimard, you see, I have known, and been loved by … the Perfect Woman.

    Alone in this cell, I sit night after night, watching our story play through
    my head, always searching for a new ending, one which redeems my honor,
    where she returns at last to my arms. And I imagine you—my ideal
    audience—who come to understand and even, perhaps just a little, to envy
    me.

    He turns on his tape recorder. Over the house speakers, we hear the
    opening phrases of Madame Butterfly.

    GALLIMARD: In order for you to understand what I did and why, I must
    introduce you to my favorite opera: Madame Butterfly. By Giacomo
    Puccini. First produced at La Scala, Milan, in 1904, it is now beloved
    throughout the Western world.

    As Gallimard describes the opera, the tape segues in and out to sections he
    may be describing.

    GALLIMARD: And why not? Its heroine, Cio-Cio-San, also known as
    Butterfly, is a feminine ideal, beautiful and brave. And its hero, the man for
    whom she gives up everything, is—(He pulls out a naval officer’s cap from
    under his crate, pops it on his head, and struts about)—not very good-
    looking, not too bright, and pretty much a wimp: Benjamin Franklin
    Pinkerton of the U.S. Navy. As the curtain rises, he’s just closed on two
    great bargains: one on a house, the other on a woman—call it a package
    deal.

    Pinkerton purchased the rights to Butterfly for one hundred yen—in
    modem currency, equivalent to about … sixty-six cents. So, he’s feeling
    pretty pleased with himself as Sharpless, the American consul, arrives to
    witness the marriage.

    Marc, wearing an official cap to designate Sharpless, enters and plays the
    character.

    SHARPLESS/MARC: Pinkerton!

    PINKERTON/GALLIMARD: Sharpless! How’s it hangin‘? It’s a great day,
    just great. Between my house, my wife, and the rickshaw ride in from town,
    I’ve saved nineteen cents just this morning.

    SHARPLESS: Wonderful. I can see the inscription on your tombstone
    already: “I saved a dollar, here I lie.” (He looks around) Nice house.

    PINKERTON: It’s artistic. Artistic, don’t you think? Like the way the shoji
    screens slide open to reveal the wet bar and disco mirror ball? Classy, huh?
    Great for impressing the chicks.

    SHARPLESS: “Chicks”? Pinkerton, you’re going to be a married man!

    PINKERTON: Well, sort of.

    SHARPLESS: What do you mean?

    PINKERTON: This country—Sharpless, it is okay. You got all these geisha
    girls running around—

    SHARPLESS: I know! I live here!

    PINKERTON: Then, you know the marriage laws, right? I split for one
    month, it’s annulled!

    SHARPLESS: Leave it to you to read the fine print. Who’s the lucky girl?

    PINKERTON: Cio-Cio-San. Her friends call her Butterfly. Sharpless, she
    eats out of my hand!

    SHARPLESS: She’s probably very hungry.

    PINKERTON: Not like American girls. It’s true what they say about
    Oriental girls. They want to be treated bad!

    SHARPLESS: Oh, please!

    PINKERTON: It’s true!

    SHARPLESS: Are you serious about this girl?

    PINKERTON: I’m marrying her, aren’t I?

    SHARPLESS: Yes—with generous trade-in terms.

    PINKERTON: When I leave, she’ll know what it’s like to have loved a real
    man. And I’ll even buy her a few nylons.

    SHARPLESS: You aren’t planning to take her with you?

    PINKERTON: Huh? Where?

    SHARPLESS: Home!

    PINKERTON: You mean, America? Are you crazy? Can you see her trying
    to buy rice in St. Louis?

    SHARPLESS: So, you’re not serious.

    Pause.

    PINKERTON/GALLIMARD (As Pinkerton): Consul, I am a sailor in port.
    (As Gallimard) They then proceed to sing the famous duet, “The Whole
    World Over.”

    The duet plays on the speakers. Gallimard, as Pinkerton, lipsyncs his lines
    from the opera.

    GALLIMARD: To give a rough translation: “The whole world over, the
    Yankee travels, casting his anchor wherever he wants. Life’s not worth
    living unless he can win the hearts of the fairest maidens, then hotfoot it off
    the premises ASAP.” (He turns towards Marc) In the preceding scene, I
    played Pinkerton, the womanizing cad, and my friend Marc from school …
    (Marc bows grandly for our benefit) played Sharpless, the sensitive soul of
    reason. In life, however, our positions were usually—no, always—reversed.

    scene 4

    Ecole Nationale. Aix-en-Provence. 1947.

    GALLIMARD: No, Marc, I think I’d rather stay home.

    MARC: Are you crazy?! We are going to Dad’s condo in Marseille! You
    know what happened last time?

    GALLIMARD: Of course I do.

    MARC: Of course you don‘t! You never know…. They stripped, Rene!

    GALLIMARD: Who stripped?

    MARC: The girls!

    GALLIMARD: Girls? Who said anything about girls?

    MARC: Rene, we’re a buncha university guys goin’ up to the woods. What
    are we gonna do—talk philosophy?

    GALLIMARD: What girls? Where do you get them?

    MARC: Who cares? The point is, they come: On trucks. Packed in like
    sardines. The back flips open, babes hop out, we’re ready to roll.

    GALLIMARD: You mean, they just—?

    MARC: Before you know it, every last one of them—they’re stripped and
    splashing around my pool. There’s no moon out, they can’t see what’s going
    on, their boobs are flapping, right? You close your eyes, reach out—it’s
    grab bag, get it? Doesn’t matter whose ass is between whose legs, whose
    teeth are sinking into who. You’re just in there, going at it, eyes closed, on
    and on for as long as you can stand. (Pause) Some fun, huh?

    GALLIMARD: What happens in the morning?

    MARC: In the morning, you’re ready to talk some philosophy. (Beat) So
    how ‘bout it?

    GALLIMARD: Marc, I can’t … I’m afraid they’ll say no—the girls. So I
    never ask.

    MARC: You don’t have to ask! That’s the beauty—don’t you see? They
    don’t have to say yes. It’s perfect for a guy like you, really.

    GALLIMARD: You go ahead … I may come later.

    MARC: Hey, Rene—it doesn’t matter that you’re clumsy and got zits—
    they’re not looking!

    GALLIMARD: Thank you very much.

    MARC: Wimp.

    Marc walks over to the other side of the stage, and starts waving and
    smiling at women in the audience.

    GALLIMARD (To us): We now return to my version of Madame Butterfly
    and the events leading to my recent conviction for treason.

    Gallimard notices Marc making lewd gestures.

    GALLIMARD: Marc, what are you doing?

    MARC: Huh? (Sotto voce) Rene, there’re a lotta great babes out there.
    They’re probably lookin’ at me and thinking, “What a dangerous guy.”

    GALLIMARD: Yes—how could they help but be impressed by your cool
    sophistication?

    Gallimard pops the Sharpless cap on Marc’s head, and points him offstage.
    Marc exits, leering.

    scene 5

    M. Gallimard’s cell.

    GALLIMARD: Next, Butterfly makes her entrance. We learn her age—
    fifteen … but very mature for her years.

    Lights come up on the area where we saw Song dancing at the top of the
    play. She appears there again, now dressed as Madame Butterfly, moving to
    the “Love Duet.” Gallimard turns upstage slightly to watch, transfixed.

    GALLIMARD: But as she glides past him, beautiful, laughing softly behind
    her fan, don’t we who are men sigh with hope? We, who are not handsome,
    nor brave, nor powerful, yet somehow believe, like Pinkerton, that we
    deserve a Butterfly. She arrives with all her possessions in the folds of her
    sleeves, lays them all out, for her man to do with as he pleases. Even her
    life itself—she bows her head as she whispers that she’s not even worth the
    hundred yen he paid for her. He’s already given too much, when we know
    he’s really had to give nothing at all.

    Music and lights on Song out. Gallimard sits at his crate.

    GALLIMARD: In real life, women who put their total worth at less than
    sixty-six cents are quite hard to find. The closest we come is in the pages of
    these magazines. (He reaches into his crate, pulls out a stack of girlie
    magazines, and begins flipping through them) Quite a necessity in prison.
    For three or four dollars, you get seven or eight women.

    I first discovered these magazines at my uncle’s house. One day, as a boy
    of twelve. The first time I saw them in his closet …. all lined up—my body
    shook. Not with lust—no, with power. Here were women—a shelfful—who
    would do exactly as I wanted.

    The “Love Duet” creeps in over the speakers. Special comes up, revealing,
    not Song this time, but a pinup girl in a sexy negligee, her back to us.
    Gallimard turns upstage and looks at her.

    GIRL: I know you’re watching me.

    GALLIMARD: My throat … it’s dry.

    GIRL: I leave my blinds open every night before I go to bed.

    GALLIMARD: I can’t move.

    GIRL: I leave my blinds open and the lights on.

    GALLIMARD: I’m shaking. My skin is hot, but my penis is soft. Why?

    GIRL: I stand in front of the window.

    GALLIMARD: What is she going to do?

    GIRL: I toss my hair, and I let my lips part … barely.

    GALLIMARD: I shouldn’t be seeing this. It’s so dirty. I’m so bad.

    GIRL: Then, slowly, I lift off my nightdress.

    GALLIMARD: Oh, god. I can’t believe it. I can‘t—

    GIRL: I toss it to the ground.

    GALLIMARD: Now, she’s going to walk away. She’s going to—

    GIRL: I stand there, in the light, displaying myself.

    GALLIMARD: No. She‘s—why is she naked?

    GIRL: To you.

    GALLIMARD: In front of a window? This is wrong. No—

    GIRL: Without shame.

    GALLIMARD: No, she must … like it.

    GIRL: I like it.

    GALLIMARD: She … she wants me to see.

    GIRL: I want you to see.

    GALLIMARD: I can’t believe it! She’s getting excited!

    GIRL: can’t see you. You can do whatever you want.

    GALLIMARD: I can’t do a thing. Why?

    GIRL: What would you like me to do … next?

    Lights go down on her. Music off. Silence, as Gallimard puts away his
    magazines. Then he resumes talking to us.

    GALLIMARD: Act Two begins with Butterfly staring at the ocean.
    Pinkerton’s been called back to the U.S., and he’s given his wife a detailed
    schedule of his plans. In the column marked “return date,” he’s written
    “when the robins nest.” This failed to ignite her suspicions. Now, three
    years have passed without a peep from him. Which brings a response from
    her faithful servant, Suzuki.

    Comrade Chin enters, playing Suzuki.

    SUZUKI: Girl, he’s a loser. What’d he ever give you? Nineteen cents and
    those ugly Day-Glo stockings? Look, it’s finished! Kaput! Done! And you
    should be glad! I mean, the guy was a woofer! He tried before, you know—
    before he met you, he went down to geisha central and plunked down his
    spare change in front of the usual candidates—everyone else gagged! These
    are hungry prostitutes, and they were not interested, get the picture? Now,
    stop slathering when an American ship sails in, and let’s make some bucks
    —I mean, yen! We are broke!

    Now, what about Yamadori? Hey, hey—don’t look away—the man is a
    prince—figuratively, and, what’s even better, literally. He’s rich, he’s
    handsome, he says he’ll die if you don’t marry him—and he’s even willing
    to overlook the little fact that you’ve been deflowered all over the place by
    a foreign devil. What do you mean, “But he’s Japanese?” You’re Japanese!
    You think you’ve been touched by the whitey god? He was a sailor with
    dirty hands!

    Suzuki stalks offstage.

    GALLIMARD: She’s also visited by Consul Sharpless, sent by Pinkerton
    on a minor errand.

    Marc enters, as Sharpless.

    SHARPLESS: I hate this job.

    GALLIMARD: This Pinkerton—he doesn’t show up personally to tell his
    wife he’s abandoning her. No, he sends a government diplomat … at
    taxpayer’s expense.

    SHARPLESS: Butterfly? Butterfly? I have some bad—I’m going to be ill.
    Butterfly, I came to tell you—

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly says she knows he’ll return and if he doesn’t
    she’ll kill herself rather than go back to her own people. (Beat) This causes
    a lull in the conversation.

    SHARPLESS: Let’s put it this way …

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly runs into the next room, and returns holding—

    Sound cue: a baby crying. Sharpless, “seeing” this, backs away.

    SHARPLESS: Well, good. Happy to see things going so well. I suppose I’ll
    be going now. Ta ta. Ciao. (He turns away. Sound cue out) I hate this job.
    (He exits)

    GALLIMARD: At that moment, Butterfly spots in the harbor an American
    ship—the Abramo Lincoln!

    Music cue: “The Flower Duet.” Song, still dressed as Butterfly, changes
    into a wedding kimono, moving to the music.

    GALLIMARD: This is the moment that redeems her years of waiting. With
    Suzuki’s help, they cover the room with flowers—

    Chin, as Suzuki, trudges onstage and drops a lone flower without much
    enthusiasm.

    GALLIMARD:—and she changes into her wedding dress to prepare for
    Pinkerton’s arrival.

    Suzuki helps Butterfly change. Helga enters, and helps Gallimard change
    into a tuxedo.

    GALLIMARD: I married a woman older than myself—Helga.

    HELGA: My father was ambassador to Australia. I grew up among
    criminals and kangaroos.

    GALLIMARD: Hearing that brought me to the altar—

    Helga exits.

    GALLIMARD:—where I took a vow renouncing love. No fantasy woman
    would ever want me, so, yes, I would settle for a quick leap up the career
    ladder. Passion, I banish, and in its place—practicality!

    But my vows had long since lost their charm by the time we arrived in
    China. The sad truth is that all men want a beautiful woman, and the uglier
    the man, the greater the want.

    Suzuki makes final adjustments of Butterfly’s costume, as does Gallimard of
    his tuxedo.

    GALLIMARD: I married late, at age thirty-one. I was faithful to my
    marriage for eight years. Until the day when, as a junior-level diplomat in
    puritanical Peking, in a parlor at the German ambassador’s house, during
    the “Reign of a Hundred Flowers,” I first saw her … singing the death scene
    from Madame Butterfly,

    Suzuki runs offstage.

    scene 6

    German ambassador’s house. Beijing. 1960.

    The upstage special area now becomes a stage. Several chairs face
    upstage, representing seating for some twenty guests in the parlor. A few
    “diplomats”—Renee, Marc, Toulon—in formal dress enter and take seats.

    Gallimard also sits down, but turns towards us and continues to talk.
    Orchestral accompaniment on the tape is now replaced by a simple piano.
    Song picks up the death scene from the point where Butterfly uncovers the
    hara-kiri knife.

    GALLIMARD: The ending is pitiful. Pinkerton, in an act of great courage,
    stays home and sends his American wife to pick up Butterfly’s child. The
    truth, long deferred, has come up to her door.

    Song, playing Butterfly, sings the lines from the opera in her own voice—
    which, though not classical, should be decent.

    SONG: “Con onor muore/ chi non puo serbar/ vita con onore.”

    GALLIMARD (Simultaneously): “Death with honor/ Is better than life/
    Life with dishonor.”

    The stage is illuminated; we are now completely within an elegant
    diplomat’s residence. Song proceeds to play out an abbreviated death scene.
    Everyone in the room applauds. Song, shyly, takes her bows. Others in the
    room rush to congratulate her. Gallimard remains with us.

    GALLIMARD: They say in opera the voice is everything. That’s probably
    why I’d never before enjoyed opera. Here … here was a Butterfly with little
    or no voice—but she had the grace, the delicacy … I believed this girl. I
    believed her suffering. I wanted to take her in my arms—so delicate, even I
    could protect her, take her home, pamper her until she smiled.

    Over the course of the preceeding speech, Song has broken from the
    upstage crowd and moved directly upstage of Gallimard.

    SONG: Excuse me. Monsieur … ?

    Gallimard turns upstage, shocked.

    GALLIMARD: Oh! Gallimard. Mademoiselle … ? A beautiful…

    SONG: Song Liling.

    GALLIMARD: A beautiful performance.

    SONG: Oh, please.

    GALLIMARD: I usually—

    SONG: You make me blush. I’m no opera singer at all.

    GALLIMARD: I usually don’t like Butterfly.

    SONG: I can’t blame you in the least.

    GALLIMARD: I mean, the story—

    SONG: Ridiculous.

    GALLIMARD: I like the story, but … what?

    SONG: Oh, you like it?

    GALLIMARD: I … what I mean is, I’ve always seen it played by huge
    women in so much bad makeup.

    SONG: Bad makeup is not unique to the West.

    GALLIMARD: But, who can believe them?

    SONG: And you believe me?

    GALLIMARD: Absolutely. You were utterly convincing. It’s the first time

    SONG: Convincing? As a Japanese woman? The Japanese used hundreds
    of our people for medical experiments during the war, you know. But I
    gather such an irony is lost on you.

    GALLIMARD: No! I was about to say, it’s the first time I’ve seen the
    beauty of the story.

    SONG: Really?

    GALLIMARD: Of her death. It’s a … a pure sacrifice. He’s unworthy, but
    what can she do? She loves him … so much. It’s a very beautiful story.

    SONG: Well, yes, to a Westerner.

    GALLIMARD: Excuse me?

    SONG: It’s one of your favorite fantasies, isn’t it? The submissive Oriental
    woman and the cruel white man.

    GALLIMARD: Well, I didn’t quite mean …

    SONG: Consider it this way: what would you say if a blonde homecoming
    queen fell in love with a short Japanese businessman? He treats her cruelly,
    then goes home for three years, during which time she prays to his picture
    and turns down marriage from a young Kennedy. Then, when she learns he
    has remarried, she kills herself. Now, I believe you would consider this girl
    to be a deranged idiot, correct? But because it’s an Oriental who kills
    herself for a Westerner—ah!—you find it beautiful.

    Silence.

    GALLIMARD: Yes … well … I see your point …

    SONG: I will never do Butterfly again, Monsieur Gallimard. If you wish to
    see some real theatre, come to the Peking Opera sometime. Expand your
    mind.

    Song walks offstage.

    GALLIMARD (To us): So much for protecting her in my big Western arms.

    scene 7

    M. Gallimard’s apartment. Beijing. 1960.

    Gallimard changes from his tux into a casual suit. Helga enters.

    GALLIMARD: The Chinese are an incredibly arrogant people.

    HELGA: They warned us about that in Paris, remember?

    GALLIMARD: Even Parisians consider them arrogant. That’s a switch.

    HELGA: What is it that Madame Su says? “We are a very old civilization.”
    I never know if she’s talking about her country or herself.

    GALLIMARD: I walk around here, all I hear every day, everywhere is how
    old this culture is. The fact that “old” may be synonymous with “senile”
    doesn’t occur to them.

    HELGA: You’re not going to change them. “East is east, west is west, and
    …” whatever that guy said.

    GALLIMARD: It’s just that—silly. I met … at Ambassador Koening’s
    tonight—you should’ve been there.

    HELGA: Koening? Oh god, no. Did he enchant you all again with the
    history of Bavaria?

    GALLIMARD: No. I met, I suppose, the Chinese equivalent of a diva.
    She’s a singer in the Chinese opera.

    HELGA: They have an opera, too? Do they sing in Chinese? Or maybe—in
    Italian?

    GALLIMARD: Tonight, she did sing in Italian.

    HELGA: How’d she manage that?

    GALLIMARD: She must’ve been educated in the West before the
    Revolution. Her French is very good also. Anyway, she sang the death
    scene from Madame Butterfly.

    HELGA: Madame Butterfly! Then I should have come. (She begins
    humming, floating around the room as if dragging long kimono sleeves) Did
    she have a nice costume? I think it’s a classic piece of music.

    GALLIMARD: That’s what I thought, too. Don’t let her hear you say that.

    HELGA: What’s wrong?

    GALLIMARD: Evidently the Chinese hate it.

    HELGA: She hated it, but she performed it anyway? Is she perverse?

    GALLIMARD: They hate it because the white man gets the girl. Sour
    grapes if you ask me.

    HELGA: Politics again? Why can’t they just hear it as a piece of beautiful
    music? So, what’s in their opera?

    GALLIMARD: I don’t know. But, whatever it is, I’m sure it must be old.

    Helga exits.

    scene 8

    Chinese opera house and the streets of Beijing. 1960. The sound of gongs
    clanging fills the stage.

    GALLIMARD: My wife’s innocent question kept ringing in my ears. I
    asked around, but no one knew anything about the Chinese opera. It took
    four weeks, but my curiosity overcame my cowardice. This Chinese diva—
    this unwilling Butterfly—what did she do to make her so proud?

    The room was hot, and full of smoke. Wrinkled faces, old women, teeth
    missing—a man with a growth on his neck, like a human toad. All smiling,
    pipes falling from their mouths, cracking nuts between their teeth, a live
    chicken pecking at my foot—all looking, screaming, gawking … at her.

    The upstage area is suddenly hit with a harsh white light. It has become the
    stage for the Chinese opera performance. Two dancers enter, along with
    Song. Gallimard stands apart, watching. Song glides gracefully amidst the
    two dancers. Drums suddenly slam to a halt. Song strikes a pose, looking
    straight at Gallimard. Dancers exit. Light change. Pause, then Song walks
    right off the stage and straight up to Gallimard.

    SONG: Yes. You. White man. I’m looking straight at you.

    GALLIMARD: Me?

    SONG: You see any other white men? It was too easy to spot you. How
    often does a man in my audience come in a tie?

    Song starts to remove her costume. Underneath, she wears simple baggy
    clothes. They are now backstage. The show is over.

    SONG: So, you are an adventurous imperialist?

    GALLIMARD: I … thought it would further my education.

    SONG: It took you four weeks. Why?

    GALLIMARD: I’ve been busy.

    SONG: Well, education has always been undervalued in the West, hasn’t it?

    GALLIMARD (Laughing): I don’t think it’s true.

    SONG: No, you wouldn’t. You’re a Westerner. How can you objectively
    judge your own values?

    GALLIMARD: I think it’s possible to achieve some distance.

    SONG: Do you? (Pause) It stinks in here. Let’s go.

    GALLIMARD: These are the smells of your loyal fans.

    SONG: I love them for being my fans, I hate the smell they leave behind. I
    too can distance myself from my people. (She looks around, then whispers
    in his ear) “Art for the masses” is a shitty excuse to keep artists poor. (She
    pops a cigarette in her mouth) Be a gentleman, will you? And light my
    cigarette.

    Gallimard fumbles for a match.

    GALLIMARD: I don’t… smoke.

    SONG (Lighting her own): Your loss. Had you lit my cigarette, I might
    have blown a puff of smoke right between your eyes. Come.

    They start to walk about the stage. It is a summer night on the Beijing
    streets. Sounds of the city play on the house speakers.

    SONG: How I wish there were even a tiny cafe to sit in. With cappuccinos,
    and men in tuxedos and bad expatriate jazz.

    GALLIMARD: If my history serves me correctly, you weren’t even
    allowed into the clubs in Shanghai before the Revolution.

    SONG: Your history serves you poorly, Monsieur Gallimard. True, there
    were signs reading “No dogs and Chinamen.” But a woman, especially a
    delicate Oriental woman—we always go where we please. Could you
    imagine it otherwise? Clubs in China filled with pasty, big-thighed white
    women, while thousands of slender lotus blossoms wait just outside the
    door? Never. The clubs would be empty. (Beat) We have always held a
    certain fascination for you Caucasian men, have we not?

    GALLIMARD: But … that fascination is imperialist, or so you tell me.

    SONG: Do you believe everything I tell you? Yes. It is always imperialist.
    But sometimes … sometimes, it is also mutual. Oh—this is my flat.

    GALLIMARD: I didn’t even—

    SONG: Thank you. Come another time and we will further expand your
    mind.

    Song exits. Gallimard continues roaming the streets as he speaks to us.

    GALLIMARD: What was that? What did she mean, “Sometimes … it is
    mutual?” Women do not flirt with me. And I normally can’t talk to them.
    But tonight, I held up my end of the conversation.

    scene 9

    Gallimard’s bedroom. Beijing. 1960. Helga enters.

    HELGA: You didn’t tell me you’d be home late.

    GALLIMARD: I didn’t intend to. Something came up.

    HELGA: Oh? Like what?

    GALLIMARD: I went to the … to the Dutch ambassador’s home.

    HELGA: Again?

    GALLIMARD: There was a reception for a visiting scholar. He’s writing a
    six-volume treatise on the Chinese revolution. We all gathered that meant
    he’d have to live here long enough to actually write six volumes, and we all
    expressed our deepest sympathies.

    HELGA: Well, I had a good night too. I went with the ladies to a martial
    arts demonstration. Some of those men—when they break those thick
    boards—(She mimes fanning herself) whoo-whoo!

    Helga exits. Lights dim.

    GALLIMARD: I lied to my wife. Why? I’ve never had any reason to lie
    before. But what reason did I have tonight? I didn’t do anything wrong.
    That night, I had a dream. Other people, I’ve been told, have dreams where
    angels appear. Or dragons, or Sophia Loren in a towel. In my dream, Marc
    from school appeared.

    Marc enters, in a nightshirt and cap.

    MARC: Rene! You met a girl!

    Gallimard and Marc stumble down the Beijing streets. Night sounds over
    the speakers.

    GALLIMARD: It’s not that amazing, thank you.

    MARC: No! It’s so monumental, I heard about it halfway around the world
    in my sleep!

    GALLIMARD: I’ve met girls before, you know.

    MARC: Name one. I’ve come across time and space to congratulate you.
    (He hands Gallimard a bottle of wine)

    GALLIMARD: Marc, this is expensive.

    MARC: On those rare occasions when you become a formless spirit, why
    not steal the best?

    Marc pops open the bottle, begins to share it with Gallimard.

    GALLIMARD: You embarrass me. She … there’s no reason to think she
    likes me.

    MARC: “Sometimes, it is mutual”?

    GALLIMARD: Oh.

    MARC: “Mutual”? “Mutual”? What does that mean?

    GALLIMARD: You heard!

    MARC: It means the money is in the bank, you only have to write the
    check!

    GALLIMARD: I am a married man!

    MARC: And an excellent one too. I cheated after … six months. Then again
    and again, until now—three hundred girls in twelve years.

    GALLIMARD: I don’t think we should hold that up as a model.

    MARC: Of course not! My life—it is disgusting! Phooey! Phooey! But, you
    —you are the model husband.

    GALLIMARD: Anyway, it’s impossible. I’m a foreigner.

    MARC: Ah, yes. She cannot love you, it is taboo, but something deep
    inside her heart … she cannot help herself … she must surrender to you. It is
    her destiny.

    GALLIMARD: How do you imagine all this?

    MARC: The same way you do. It’s an old story. It’s in our blood. They fear
    us, Rene. Their women fear us. And their men—their men hate us. And,
    you know something? They are all correct.

    They spot a light in a window.

    MARC: There! There, Rene!

    GALLIMARD: It’s her window.

    MARC: Late at night—it burns. The light—it burns for you.

    GALLIMARD: I won’t look. It’s not respectful.

    MARC: We don’t have to be respectful. We’re foreign devils.

    Enter Song, in a sheer robe. The “One Fine Day” aria creeps in over the
    speakers. With her back to us, Song mimes attending to her toilette. Her
    robe comes loose, revealing her white shoulders.

    MARC: All your life you’ve waited for a beautiful girl who would lay
    down for you. All your life you’ve smiled like a saint when it’s happened to
    every other man you know. And you see them in magazines and you see
    them in movies. And you wonder, what’s wrong with me? Will anyone
    beautiful ever want me? As the years pass, your hair thins and you struggle
    to hold onto even your hopes. Stop struggling, Rene. The wait is over. (He
    exits)

    GALLIMARD: Marc? Marc?

    At that moment, Song, her back still towards us, drops her robe. A second of
    her naked back, then a sound cue: a phone ringing, very loud. Blackout,
    followed in the next beat by a special up on the bedroom area, where a
    phone now sits. Gallimard stumbles across the stage and picks up the
    phone. Sound cue out. Over the course of his conversation, area lights fill in
    the vicinity of his bed. It is the following morning.

    GALLIMARD: Yes? Hello?

    SONG (Offstage): Is it very early?

    GALLIMARD: Why, yes.

    SONG (Offstage): How early?

    GALLIMARD: It’s … it’s 5:30. Why are you—?

    SONG (Offstage): But it’s light outside. Already.

    GALLIMARD: It is. The sun must be in confusion today.

    Over the course of Song’s next speech, her upstage special comes up again.
    She sits in a chair, legs crossed, in a robe, telephone to her ear.

    SONG: I waited until I saw the sun. That was as much discipline as I could
    manage for one night. Do you forgive me?

    GALLIMARD: Of course … for what?

    SONG: Then I’ll ask you quickly. Are you really interested in the opera?

    GALLIMARD: Why, yes. Yes I am.

    SONG: Then come again next Thursday. I am playing The Drunken Beauty.
    May I count on you?

    GALLIMARD: Yes. You may.

    SONG: Perfect. Well, I must be getting to bed. I’m exhausted. It’s been a
    very long night for me.

    Song hangs up; special on her goes off. Gallimard begins to dress for work.

    scene 10

    Song Liling’s apartment. Beijing. 1960.

    GALLIMARD: I returned to the opera that next week, and the week after
    that … she keeps our meetings so short—perhaps fifteen, twenty minutes at
    most. So I am left each week with a thirst which is intensified. In this way,
    fifteen weeks have gone by. I am starting to doubt the words of my friend
    Marc. But no, not really. In my heart, I know she has … an interest in me. I
    suspect this is her way. She is outwardly bold and outspoken, yet her heart
    is shy and afraid. It is the Oriental in her at war with her Western education.

    SONG (Offstage): I will be out in an instant. Ask the servant for anything
    you want.

    GALLIMARD: Tonight, I have finally been invited to enter her apartment.
    Though the idea is almost beyond belief, I believe she is afraid of me.

    Gallimard looks around the room. He picks up a picture in a frame, studies
    it. Without his noticing, Song enters, dressed elegantly in a black gown from
    the twenties. She stands in the doorway looking like Anna May Wong.

    SONG: That is my father.

    GALLIMARD (Surprised): Mademoiselle Song …

    She glides up to him, snatches away the picture.

    SONG: It is very good that he did not live to see the Revolution. They
    would, no doubt, have made him kneel on broken glass. Not that he didn’t
    deserve such a punishment. But he is my father. I would’ve hated to see it
    happen.

    GALLIMARD: I’m very honored that you’ve allowed me to visit your
    home.

    Song curtsys.

    SONG: Thank you. Oh! Haven’t you been poured any tea?

    GALLIMARD: I’m really not—

    SONG (To her offstage servant): Shu-Fang! Cha! Kwai-lah! (To Gallimard)
    I’m sorry. You want everything to be perfect—

    GALLIMARD: Please.

    SONG:—and before the evening even begins—

    GALLIMARD: I’m really not thirsty.

    SONG:—it’s ruined.

    GALLIMARD (Sharply): Mademoiselle Song!

    Song sits down.

    SONG: I’m sorry.

    GALLIMARD: What are you apologizing for now?

    Pause; Song starts to giggle.

    SONG: I don’t know!

    Gallimard laughs.

    GALLIMARD: Exactly my point.

    SONG: Oh, I am silly. Lightheaded. I promise not to apologize for anything
    else tonight, do you hear me?

    GALLIMARD: That’s a good girl.

    Shu-Fang, a servant girl, comes out with a tea tray and starts to pour.

    SONG (To Shu-Fang): No! I’ll pour myself for the gentleman!

    Shu-Fang, staring at Gallimard, exits.

    SONG: No, I .. I don’t even know why I invited you up.

    GALLIMARD: Well, I’m glad you did.

    Song looks around the room.

    SONG: There is an element of danger to your presence.

    GALLIMARD: Oh?

    SONG: You must know.

    GALLIMARD: It doesn’t concern me. We both know why I’m here.

    SONG: It doesn’t concern me either. No … well perhaps

    GALLIMARD: What?

    SONG: Perhaps I am slightly afraid of scandal.

    GALLIMARD: What are we doing?

    SONG: I’m entertaining you. In my parlor.

    GALLIMARD: In France, that would hardly—

    SONG: France. France is a country living in the modem era. Perhaps even
    ahead of it. China is a nation whose soul is firmly rooted two thousand
    years in the past. What I do, even pouring the tea for you now … it has …
    implications. The walls and windows say so. Even my own heart, strapped
    inside this Western dress … even it says things—things I don’t care to hear.

    Song hands Gallimard a cup of tea. Gallimard puts his hand over both the
    teacup and Song’s hand.

    GALLIMARD: This is a beautiful dress.

    SONG: Don’t.

    GALLIMARD: What?

    SONG: I don’t even know if it looks right on me.

    GALLIMARD: Believe me—

    SONG: You are from France. You see so many beautiful women.

    GALLIMARD: France? Since when are the European women—?

    SONG: Oh! What am I trying to do, anyway?!

    Song runs to the door, composes herself, then turns towards Gallimard.

    SONG: Monsieur Gallimard, perhaps you should go.

    GALLIMARD: But … why?

    SONG: There’s something wrong about this.

    GALLIMARD: I don’t see what.

    SONG: I feel … I am not myself.

    GALLIMARD: No. You’re nervous.

    SONG: Please. Hard as I try to be modern, to speak like a man, to hold a
    Western woman’s strong face up to my own … in the end, I fail. A small,
    frightened heart beats too quickly and gives me away. Monsieur Gallimard,
    I’m a Chinese girl. I’ve never … never invited a man up to my flat before.
    The forwardness of my actions makes my skin burn.

    GALLIMARD: What are you afraid of? Certainly not me, I hope.

    SONG: I’m a modest girl.

    GALLIMARD: I know. And very beautiful. (He touches her hair)

    SONG: Please—go now. The next time you see me, I shall again be myself.

    GALLIMARD: I like you the way you are right now.

    SONG: You are a cad.

    GALLIMARD: What do you expect? I’m a foreign devil.

    Gallimard walks downstage. Song exits.

    GALLIMARD (To us): Did you hear the way she talked about Western
    women? Much differently than the first night. She does—she feels inferior
    to them—and to me.

    scene 11

    The French embassy. Beijing. 1960. Gallimard moves towards a desk.

    GALLIMARD: I determined to try an experiment. In Madame Butterfly,
    Cio-Cio-San fears that the Western man who catches a butterfly will pierce
    its heart with a needle, then leave it to perish. I began to wonder: had I, too,
    caught a butterfly who would writhe on a needle?

    Marc enters, dressed as a bureaucrat, holding a stack of papers. As
    Gallimard speaks, Marc hands papers to him. He peruses, then signs,
    stamps or rejects them.

    GALLIMARD: Over the next five weeks, I worked like a dynamo. I
    stopped going to the opera, I didn’t phone or write her. I knew this little
    flower was waiting for me to call, and, as I wickedly refused to do so, I felt
    for the first time that rush of power—the absolute power of a man.

    Marc continues acting as the bureaucrat, but he now speaks as himself.

    MARC: Rene! It’s me!

    GALLIMARD: Marc—I hear your voice everywhere now. Even in the
    midst of work.

    MARC: That’s because I’m watching you—all the time.

    GALLIMARD: You were always the most popular guy in school.

    MARC: Well, there’s no guarantee of failure in life like happiness in high
    school. Somehow I knew I’d end up in the suburbs working for Renault and
    you’d be in the Orient picking exotic women off the trees. And they say
    there’s no justice.

    GALLIMARD: That’s why you were my friend?

    MARC: I gave you a little of my life, so that now you can give me some of
    yours (Pause) Remember Isabelle?

    GALLIMARD: Of course I remember! She was my first experience.

    MARC: We all wanted to ball her. But she only wanted me.

    GALLIMARD: I had her.

    MARC: Right. You balled her.

    GALLIMARD: You were the only one who ever believed me.

    MARC: Well, there’s a good reason for that. (Beat) C‘mon. You must’ve
    guessed.

    GALLIMARD: You told me to wait in the bushes by the cafeteria that
    night. The next thing I knew, she was on me. Dress up in the air.

    MARC: She never wore underwear.

    GALLIMARD: My arms were pinned to the dirt.

    MARC: She loved the superior position. A girl ahead of her time.

    GALLIMARD: I looked up, and there was this woman … bouncing up and
    down on my loins.

    MARC: Screaming, right?

    GALLIMARD: Screaming, and breaking off the branches all around me,
    and pounding my butt up and down into the dirt.

    MARC: Huffing and puffing like a locomotive.

    GALLIMARD: And in the middle of all this, the leaves were getting into
    my mouth, my legs were losing circulation, I thought, “God. So this is it?”

    MARC: You thought that?

    GALUMARD: Well, I was worried about my legs falling off.

    MARC: You didn’t have a good time?

    GALLIMARD: No, that’s not what I—I had a great time!

    MARC: You’re sure?

    GALLIMARD: Yeah. Really.

    MARC: ‘Cuz I wanted you to have a good time.

    GALLIMARD: I did.

    Pause.

    MARC: Shit. (Pause) When all is said and done, she was kind of a lousy
    lay, wasn’t she? I mean, there was a lot of energy there, but you never knew
    what she was doing with it. Like when she yelled “I’m coming!”—hell, it
    was so loud, you wanted to go “Look, it’s not that big a deal.”

    GALLIMARD: I got scared. I thought she meant someone was actually
    coming. (Pause) But, Marc?

    MARC: What?

    GALLIMARD: Thanks.

    MARC: Oh, don’t mention it.

    GALLIMARD: It was my first experience.

    MARC: Yeah. You got her.

    GALLIMARD: I got her.

    MARC: Wait! Look at that letter again!

    Gallimard picks up one of the papers he’s been stamping, and rereads it.

    GALLIMARD (To us): After six weeks, they began to arrive. The letters.

    Upstage special on Song, as Madame Butterfly. the scene is underscored by
    the “Love Duet.”

    SONG: Did we fight? I do not know. Is the opera no longer of interest to
    you? Please come—my audiences miss the white devil in their midst.

    Gallimard looks up from the letter, towards us.

    GALLIMARD (To us): A concession, but much too dignified. (Beat; he
    discards the letter) I skipped the opera again that week to complete a
    position paper on trade.

    The bureaucrat hands him another letter.

    SONG: Six weeks have passed since last we met. Is this your practice—to
    leave friends in the lurch? Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I hate myself,
    but always I miss you.

    GALLIMARD: (To us): Better, but I don’t like the way she calls me
    “friend.” When a woman calls a man her “friend,” she’s calling him a
    eunuch or a homosexual. (Beat; he discards the letter) I was absent from
    the opera for the seventh week, feeling a sudden urge to clean out my files.

    Bureaucrat hands him another letter.

    SONG: Your rudeness is beyond belief. I don’t deserve this cruelty. Don’t
    bother to call. I’ll have you turned away at the door.

    GALLIMARD (To us): I didn’t. (He discards the letter; bureaucrat hands
    him another) And then finally, the letter that concluded my experiment.

    SONG: I am out of words. I can hide behind dignity no longer. What do you
    want? I have already given you my shame.

    Gallimard gives the letter back to Marc, slowly. Special on Song fades out.

    GALLIMARD (To us): Reading it, I became suddenly ashamed. Yes, my
    experiment had been a success. She was turning on my needle. But the
    victory seemed hollow.

    MARC: Hollow?! Are you crazy?

    GALLIMARD: Nothing, Marc. Please go away.

    MARC (Exiting, with papers): Haven’t I taught you anything?

    GALLIMARD: “I have already given you my shame.”

    I had to attend a
    reception that evening. On the way, I felt sick. If there is a God, surely he
    would punish me now. I had finally gained power over a beautiful woman,
    only to abuse it. cruelly. There must be justice in the world. I had the
    strange feeling that the ax would fall this very evening.

    scene 12

    Ambassador Toulon’s residence. Beijing. 1960.

    Sound cue: party noises. Light change. We are now in a spacious
    residence. Toulon, the French ambassador, enters and taps Gallimard on
    the shoulder.

    TOULON: Gallimard? Can I have a word? Over here.

    GALLIMARD (To us): Manuel Toulon. French ambassador to China. He
    likes to think of us all as his children. Rather like God.

    TOULON: Look, Gallimard, there’s not much to say. I’ve liked you. From
    the day you walked in. You were no leader, but you were tidy and efficient.

    GALLIMARD: Thank you, sir.

    TOULON: Don’t jump the gun. Okay, our needs in China are changing. It’s
    embarrassing that we lost Indochina. Someone just wasn’t on the ball there.
    I don’t mean you personally, of course.

    GALLIMARD: Thank you, sir.

    TOULON: We’re going to be doing a lot more information-gathering in the
    future. The nature of our work here is changing. Some people are just going
    to have to go. It’s nothing personal.

    GALLIMARD: Oh.

    TOULON: Want to know a secret? Vice-Consul LeBon is being transferred.

    GALLIMARD (To us): My immediate superior!

    TOULON: And most of his department.

    GALLIMARD (To us): Just as I feared! God has seen my evil heart—

    TOULON: But not you.

    GALLIMARD (To us):—and he’s taking her away just as … (To Toulon)
    Excuse me, sir?

    TOULON: Scare you? I think I did. Cheer up, Gallimard. I want you to
    replace LeBon as vice-consul.

    GALLIMARD: You—? Yes, well, thank you, sir.

    TOULON: Anytime.

    GALLIMARD: I … accept with great humility.

    TOULON: Humility won’t be part of the job. You’re going to coordinate
    the revamped intelligence division. Want to know a secret? A year ago, you
    would’ve been out. But the past few months, I don’t know how it happened,
    you’ve become this new aggressive confident … thing. And they also tell
    me you get along with the Chinese. So I think you’re a lucky man,
    Gallimard. Congratulations.

    They shake hands. Toulon exits. Party, noises out. Gallimard stumbles
    across a darkened stage.

    GALLIMARD: Vice-consul? Impossible! As I stumbled out of the party, I
    saw it written across the sky: There is no God. Or, no—say that there is a
    God. But that God … understands. Of course! God who creates Eve to serve
    Adam, who blesses Solomon with his harem but ties Jezebel to a burning
    bed—that God is a man. And he understands! At age thirty-nine, I was
    suddenly initiated into the way of the world.

    scene 13

    Song Liling’s apartment. Beijing, 1960.

    Song enters, in a sheer dressing gown.

    SONG: Are you crazy?

    GALLIMARD: Mademoiselle Song—

    SONG : To come here—at this hour? After … after eight weeks?

    GALLIMARD: It’s the most amazing—

    SONG : You bang on my door? Scare my servants, scandalize the
    neighbors?

    GALLIMARD: I’ve been promoted. To vice-consul.

    Pause.

    SONG: And what is that supposed to mean to me?

    GALLIMARD: Are you my Butterfly?

    SONG: What are you saying?

    GALLIMARD: I’ve come tonight for an answer: are you my Butterfly?

    SONG: Don’t you know already?

    GALLIMARD: I want you to say it.

    SONG: I don’t want to say it.

    GALLIMARD: So, that is your answer?

    SONG: You know how I feel about—

    GALLIMARD: I do .remember one thing.

    SONG: What?

    GALLIMARD: In the letter I received today.

    SONG: Don’t.
    GALLIMARD: “I have already given you my shame.”

    SONG: It’s enough that I even wrote it.

    GALLIMARD: Well, then—

    SONG: I shouldn’t have it splashed across my face.

    GALLIMARD:—if that’s all true—

    SONG: Stop!

    GALLIMARD: Then what is one more short answer?

    SONG: I don’t want to!

    GALLIMARD: Are you my Butterfly? (Silence; he crosses the room and
    begins to touch her hair) I want from you honesty. There should be nothing
    false between us. No false pride.

    Pause.

    SONG: Yes, I am. I am your Butterfly.

    GALLIMARD: Then let me be honest with you. It is because of you that I
    was promoted tonight. You have changed my life forever. My little
    Butterfly, there should be no more secrets: I love you.

    He starts to kiss her roughly. She resists slightly.

    SONG: No … no … gently … please, I’ve never …

    GALLIMARD: No?

    SONG: I’ve tried to appear experienced, but … the truth is … no.

    GALLIMARD: Are you cold?

    SONG: Yes. Cold.

    GALLIMARD: Then we will go very, very slowly.

    He starts to caress her; her gown begins to open.

    SONG: No … let me … keep my clothes …

    GALLIMARD: But …

    SONG: Please … it all frightens me. I’m a modest Chinese girl.

    GALLIMARD: My poor little treasure.

    SONG: I am your treasure. Though inexperienced, I am not … ignorant.
    They teach us things, our mothers, about pleasing a man.

    GALLIMARD: Yes?

    SONG: I’ll do my best to make you happy. Turn off the lights.

    Gallimard gets up and heads for a lamp. Song, propped up on one elbow,
    tosses her hair back and smiles.

    SONG: Monsieur Gallimard?

    GALLIMARD: Yes, Butterfly?

    SONG: “Vieni, vieni!”

    GALLIMARD: “Come, darling.”

    SONG: “Ah! Dolce notte!”

    GALLIMARD: “Beautiful night.”

    SONG: “Tutto estatico d‘amor ride il ciel!”

    GALLIMARD: “All ecstatic with love, the heavens are filled with
    laughter.”

    He turns off the lamp. Blackout.

    act two
    scene 1

    M. Gallimard’s cell. Paris. Present.

    Lights up on Gallimard. He sits in his cell, reading from a leaflet.

    GALLIMARD: This, from a contemporary critic’s commentary on Madame
    Butterfly: “Pinkerton suffers from … being an obnoxious bounder whom
    every man in the audience itches to kick.” Bully for us men in the audience!
    Then, in the same note: “Butterfly is the most irresistibly appealing of
    Puccini’s ‘Little Women.’ Watching the succession of her humiliations is
    like watching a child under torture.” (He tosses the pamphlet over his
    shoulder) I suggest that, while we men may all want to kick Pinkerton, very
    few of us would pass up the opportunity to be Pinkerton.

    Gallimard moves out of his cell.

    scene 2

    Gallimard and Butterfly’s flat. Beijing. 1960.

    We are in a simple but well-decorated parlor. Gallimard moves to sit on a
    sofa, while Song, dressed in a chong sam, enters and curls up at his feet.

    GALLIMARD (To us): We secured a flat on the outskirts of Peking.
    Butterfly, as I was calling her now, decorated our “home” with Western
    furniture and Chinese antiques. And there, on a few stolen afternoons or
    evenings each week, Butterfly commenced her education.

    SONG: The Chinese men—they keep us down.

    GALLIMARD: Even in the “New Society”?

    SONG: In the “New Society,” we are all kept ignorant equally. That’s one
    of the exciting things about loving a Western man. I know you are not
    threatened by a woman’s education.

    GALLIMARD: I’m no saint, Butterfly.

    SONG: But you come from a progressive society.

    GALLIMARD: We’re not always reminding each other how “old” we are,
    if that’s what you mean.

    SONG: Exactly. We Chinese—once, I suppose, it is true, we ruled the
    world. But so what? How much more exciting to be part of the society
    ruling the world today. Tell me—what’s happening in Vietnam?

    GALLIMARD: Oh, Butterfly—you want me to bring my work home?

    SONG: I want to know what you know. To be impressed by my man. It’s
    not the particulars so much as the fact that you’re making decisions which
    change the shape of the world.

    GALLIMARD: Not the world. At best, a small corner.

    Toulon enters, and sits at a desk upstage.

    scene 3

    French embassy. Beijing. 1961.

    Gallimard moves downstage, to Toulon’s desk. Song remains upstage,
    watching.

    TOULON: And a more troublesome corner is hard to imagine.

    GALLIMARD: So, the Americans plan to begin bombing?

    TOULON: This is very secret, Gallimard: yes. The Americans don’t have
    an embassy here. They’re asking us to be their eyes and ears. Say Jack
    Kennedy signed an order to bomb North Vietnam, Laos. How would the
    Chinese react?

    GALLIMARD: I think the Chinese will squawk—

    TOULON: Uh-huh.

    GALLIMARD:—but, in their hearts, they don’t even like Ho Chi Minh.

    Pause.

    TOULON: What a bunch of jerks. Vietnam was our colony. Not only didn’t
    the Americans help us fight to keep them, but now, seven years later,
    they’ve come back to grab the territory for themselves. It’s very irritating.

    GALLIMARD: With all due respect, sir, why should the Americans have
    won our war for us back in ‘54 if we didn’t have the will to win it
    ourselves?

    TOULON: You’re kidding, aren’t you?

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: The Orientals simply want to be associated with whoever
    shows the most strength and power. You live with the Chinese, sir. Do you
    think they like Communism?

    TOULON: I live in China. Not with the Chinese.

    GALLIMARD: Well, I—

    TOULON: You live with the Chinese.

    GALLIMARD: Excuse me?

    TOULON: I can’t keep a secret.

    GALLIMARD: What are you saying?

    TOULON: Only that I’m not immune to gossip. So, you’re keeping a native
    mistress. Don’t answer. It’s none of my business. (Pause) I’m sure she must
    be gorgeous.

    GALLIMARD: Well …

    TOULON: I’m impressed. You have the stamina to go out into the streets
    and hunt one down. Some of us have to be content with the wives of the
    expatriate community.

    GALLIMARD: I do feel … fortunate.

    TOULON: So, Gallimard, you’ve got the inside knowledge—what do the
    Chinese think?

    GALLIMARD: Deep down, they miss the old days. You know,
    cappuccinos, men in tuxedos—

    TOULON: So what do we tell the Americans about Vietnam?

    GALLIMARD: Tell them there’s a natural affinity between the West and
    the Orient.

    TOULON: And that you speak from experience?

    GALLIMARD: The Orientals are people too. They want the good things we
    can give them. If the Americans demonstrate the will to win, the
    Vietnamese will welcome them into a mutually beneficial union.

    TOULON: I don’t see how the Vietnamese can stand up to American
    firepower.

    GALLIMARD: Orientals will always submit to a greater force.

    TOULON: I’ll note your opinions in my report. The Americans always love
    to hear how “welcome” they’ll be. (He starts to exit)

    GALLIMARD: Sir?

    TOULON: Mmmm?

    GALLIMARD: This … rumor you’ve heard.

    TOULON: Uh-huh?

    GALLIMARD: How … widespread do you think it is?

    TOULON: It’s only widespread within this embassy. Where nobody talks
    because everybody is guilty. We were worried about- you, Gallimard. We
    thought you were the only one here without a secret. Now you go and find a
    lotus blossom … and top us all. (He exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): Toulon knows! And he approves! I was learning the
    benefits of being a man. We form our own clubs, sit behind thick doors,
    smoke—and celebrate the fact that we’re still boys. (He starts to move
    downstage, towards Song) So, over the—

    Suddenly Comrade Chin enters. Gallimard backs away.

    GALLIMARD (To Song): No! Why does she have to come in?

    SONG: Rene, be sensible. How can they understand the story without her?
    Now, don’t embarrass yourself.

    Gallimard moves down center.

    GALLIMARD (To us): Now, you will see why my story is so amusing to so
    many people. Why they snicker at parties in disbelief. Please—try to
    understand it from my point of view. We are all prisoners of our time and
    place. (He exits)

    scene 4

    Gallimard and Butterfly’s flat. Beijing. 1961.

    SONG (To us): 1961. The flat Monsieur Gallimard rented for us. An
    evening after he has gone.

    CHIN: Okay, see if you can find out when the Americans plan to start
    bombing Vietnam. If you can find out what cities, even better.

    SONG: I’ll do my best, but I don’t want to arouse his suspicions.

    CHIN: Yeah, sure, of course. So, what else?

    SONG: The Americans will increase troops in Vietnam to 170,000 soldiers
    with 120,000 militia and 11,000 American advisors.

    CHIN (Writing): Wait, wait. 120,000 militia and—

    SONG:—11,000 American—

    CHIN:—American advisors. (Beat) How do you remember so much?

    SONG: I’m an actor.

    CHIN: Yeah. (Beat) Is that how come you dress like that?

    SONG: Like what, Miss Chin?

    CHIN: Like that dress! You’re wearing a dress. And every time I come
    here, you’re wearing a dress. Is that because you’re an actor? Or what?

    SONG: It’s a … disguise, Miss Chin.

    CHIN: Actors, I think they’re all weirdos. My mother tells me actors are
    like gamblers or prostitutes or—

    SONG: It helps me in my assignment.

    Pause.

    CHIN: You’re not gathering information in any way that violates
    Communist Party principles, are you?

    SONG: Why would I do that?

    CHIN: Just checking. Remember: when working for the Great Proletarian
    State, you represent our Chairman Mao in every position you take.

    SONG: I’ll try to imagine the Chairman taking my positions.

    CHIN: We all think of him this way. Good-bye, comrade. (She starts to exit)
    Comrade?

    SONG: Yes?

    CHIN: Don’t forget: there is no homosexuality in China!

    SONG: Yes, I’ve heard.

    CHIN: Just checking. (She exits)

    SONG (To us): What passes for a woman in modern China.

    Gallimard sticks his head out from the wings.

    GALLIMARD: Is she gone?

    SONG: Yes, Rene. Please continue in your own fashion.

    scene 5

    Beijing. 1961-63.

    Gallimard moves to the couch where Song still sits. He lies down in her
    lap, and she strokes his forehead.

    GALLIMARD (To us): And so, over the years 1961, ‘62, ’63, we settled
    into our routine, Butterfly and I. She would always have prepared a light
    snack and then, ever so delicately, and only if I agreed, she would start to
    pleasure me. With her hands, her mouth … too many ways to explain, and
    too sad, given my present situation. But mostly we would talk. About my
    life. Perhaps there is nothing more rare than to find a woman who
    passionately listens.

    Song remains upstage, listening, as Helga enters and plays a scene
    downstage with Gallimard.

    HELGA: Rene, I visited Dr. Bolleart this morning.

    GALLIMARD: Why? Are you ill?

    HELGA: No, no. You see, I wanted to ask him … that question we’ve been
    discussing.

    GALLIMARD: And I told you, it’s only a matter of time. Why did you
    bring a doctor into this? We just have to keep trying—like a crapshoot,
    actually.

    HELGA: I went, I’m sorry. But listen: he says there’s nothing wrong with
    me.

    GALLIMARD: You see? Now, will you stop—?

    HELGA: Rene, he says he’d like you to go in and take some tests.

    GALLIMARD : Why? So he can find there’s nothing wrong with both of
    us?

    HELGA: Rene, I don’t ask for much. One trip! One visit! And then,
    whatever you want to do about it—you decide.

    GALLIMARD: You’re assuming he’ll find something defective!

    HELGA: No! Of course not! Whatever he finds—if he finds nothing, we
    decide what to do about nothing! But go!

    GALLIMARD: If he finds nothing, we keep trying. Just like we do now.

    HELGA: But at least we’ll know! (Pause) I’m sorry. (She starts to exit)

    GALLIMARD: Do you really want me to see Dr. Bolleart?

    HELGA: Only if you want a child, Rene. We have to face the fact that time
    is running out. Only if you want a child. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To Song): I’m a modern man, Butterfly. And yet, I don’t
    want to go. It’s the same old voodoo. I feel like God himself is laughing at
    me if I can’t produce a child.

    SONG: You men of the West—you’re obsessed by your odd desire for
    equality. Your wife can’t give you a child, and you’re going to the doctor?

    GALLIMARD: Well, you see, she’s already gone.

    SONG: And because this incompetent can’t find the defect, you now have
    to subject yourself to him? It’s unnatural.

    GALLIMARD: Well, what is the “natural” solution?

    SONG: In Imperial China, when a man found that one wife was inadequate,
    he turned to another—to give him his son.

    GALLIMARD: What do you—? I can’t … marry you, yet.

    SONG: Please. I’m not asking you to be my husband. But I am already your
    wife.

    GALLIMARD: Do you want to … have my child?

    SONG: I thought you’d never ask.

    GALLIMARD: But, your career … your—

    SONG : Phooey on my career! That’s your Western mind, twisting itself
    into strange shapes again. Of course I love my career. But what would I
    love most of all? To feel something inside me—day and night—something I
    know is yours. (Pause) Promise me … you won’t go to this doctor. Who is
    this Western quack to set himself as judge over the man I love? I know who
    is a man, and who is not. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): Dr. Bolleart? Of course I didn’t go. What man
    would?

    scene 6

    Beijing. 1963.

    Party noises over the house speakers. Renee enters, wearing a revealing
    gown.

    GALLIMARD: 1963. A party at the Austrian embassy. None of us could
    remember the Austrian ambassador’s name, which seemed somehow
    appropriate. (To Renee) So, I tell the Americans, Diem must go. The U.S.
    wants to be respected by the Vietnamese, and yet they’re propping up this
    nobody seminarian as her president. A man whose claim to fame is his
    sister-in-law imposing fanatic “moral order” campaigns? Oriental women—
    when they’re good, they’re very good, but when they’re bad, they’re
    Christians..

    RENEE: Yeah.

    GALLIMARD: And what do you do?

    RENEE: I’m a student. My father exports a lot of useless stuff to the Third
    World.

    GALLIMARD: How useless?

    RENEE: You know. Squirt guns, confectioner’s sugar, hula hoops …

    GALLIMARD: I’m sure they appreciate the sugar.

    RENEE: I’m here for two years to study Chinese.

    GALLIMARD: Two years?

    RENEE: That’s what everybody says.

    GALLIMARD: When did you arrive?

    RENEE: Three weeks ago.

    GALLIMARD: And?

    RENEE: I like it. It’s primitive, but … well, this is the place to learn
    Chinese, so here I am.

    GALLIMARD: Why Chinese?

    RENEE: I think it’ll be important someday.

    GALLIMARD: You do?

    RENEE: Don’t ask me when, but … that’s what I think.

    GALLIMARD: Well, I agree with you. One hundred percent. That’s very
    farsighted.

    RENEE: Yeah. Well of course, my father thinks I’m a complete weirdo.

    GALLIMARD: He’ll thank you someday.

    RENEE: Like when the Chinese start buying hula hoops?

    GALLIMARD: There’re a billion bellies out there.

    RENEE: And if they end up taking over the world—well, then I’ll be lucky
    to know Chinese too, right?

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: At this point, I don’t see how the Chinese can possibly take

    RENEE: You know what I don’t like about China?

    GALLIMARD: Excuse me? No—what?

    RENEE: Nothing to do at night.

    GALLIMARD: You come to parties at embassies like everyone else.

    RENEE: Yeah, but they get out at ten. And then what?

    GALLIMARD: I’m afraid the Chinese idea of a dance hall is a dirt floor
    and a man with a flute.

    RENEE: Are you married?

    GALLIMARD: Yes. Why?

    RENEE: You wanna … fool around?

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: Sure.

    RENEE: I’ll wait for you outside. What’s your name?

    GALLIMARD: Gallimard. Rene.

    RENEE: Weird. I’m Renee too. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): And so, I embarked on my first extra-extramarital
    affair. Renee was picture perfect: With a body like those girls in the
    magazines. If I put a tissue paper over my eyes, I wouldn’t have been able
    to tell the difference. And it was exciting to be with someone who wasn’t
    afraid to be seen completely naked. But is it possible for a woman to be too
    uninhibited, too willing, so as to seem almost too … masculine?

    Chuck Berry blares from the house speakers, then comes down in volume as
    Renee enters, toweling her hair.

    RENEE: You have a nice weenie.

    GALLIMARD: What?

    RENEE: Penis. You have a nice penis.

    GALLIMARD: Oh. Well, thank you. That’s very …

    RENEE: What—can’t take a compliment?

    GALLIMARD: No, it’s very … reassuring.

    RENEE: But most girls don’t come out and say it, huh?

    GALLIMARD: And also … what did you call it?

    RENEE: Oh. Most girls don’t call it a “weenie,” huh?

    GALLIMARD: It sounds very—

    RENEE: Small, I know.

    GALLIMARD: I was going to say, “young.”

    RENEE: Yeah. Young, small, same thing. Most guys are pretty, uh,
    sensitive about that. Like, you know, I had a boyfriend back home in
    Denmark. I got mad at him once and called him a little weeniehead. He got
    so mad! He said at least I should call him a great big weeniehead.

    GALLIMARD: I suppose I-just say “penis.”

    RENEE: Yeah. That’s pretty clinical. There’s “cock,” but that sounds like a
    chicken. And “prick” is painful, and “dick” is like you’re talking about
    someone who’s not in the room.

    GALLIMARD: Yes. It’s a … bigger problem than I imagined.

    RENEE: I—I think maybe it’s because I really don’t know what to do with
    them—that’s why I call them “weenies.”

    GALLIMARD: Well, you did quite well with … mine.

    RENEE: Thanks, but I mean, really do with them. Like, okay, have you
    ever looked at one? I mean, really?

    GALLIMARD: No, I suppose when it’s part of you, you sort of take it for
    granted.

    RENEE: I guess. But, like, it just hangs there. This little … flap of flesh.
    And there’s so much fuss that we make about it. Like, I think the reason we
    fight wars is because we wear clothes. Because no one knows—between the
    men, I mean—who has the bigger … weenie. So, if I’m a guy with a small
    one, I’m going to build a really big building or take over a really big piece
    of land or write a really long book so the other men don’t know, right? But,
    see, it never really works, that’s the problem. I mean, you conquer the
    country, or whatever, but you’re still wearing clothes, so there’s no way to
    prove absolutely whose is bigger or smaller. And that’s what we call a
    civilized society. The whole world run by a bunch of men with pricks the
    size of pins. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): This was simply not acceptable.

    A high-pitched chime rings through the air. Song, dressed as Butterfly,
    appears in the upstage special. She is obviously distressed. Her body
    swoons as she attempts to clip the stems of flowers she’s arranging in a
    vase.

    GALLIMARD: But I kept up our affair, wildly, for several months. Why? I
    believe because of Butterfly. She knew the secret I was trying to hide. But,

    unlike a Western woman, she didn’t confront me, threaten, even pout. I
    remembered the words of Puccini’s Butterjfy: ,

    SONG: “Noi siamo gente avvezza/ alle piccole cose/ umili e silenziose.”

    GALLIMARD: “I come from a people/ Who are accustomed to little/
    Humble and silent.” I saw Pinkerton and Butterfly, and what she would say
    if he were unfaithful … nothing. She would cry, alone, into those wildly soft
    sleeves, once full of possessions, now empty to collect her tears. It was her
    tears and her silence that excited me, every time I visited Renee.

    TOULON (Offstage): Gallimard!

    Toulon enters. Gallimard turns towards him. During the next section, Song,
    up center, begins to dance with the flowers. It is a drunken dance, where she
    breaks small pieces off the stems.

    TOULON: They’re killing him.

    GALLIMARD: Who? I’m sorry? What?

    TOULON: Bother you to come over at this late hour?

    GALLIMARD: No … of course not.

    TOULON: Not after you hear my secret. Champagne?

    GALLIMARD: Um … thank you.

    TOULON: You’re surprised. There’s something that you’ve wanted,
    Gallimard. No, not a promotion. Next time. Something in the world. You’re
    not aware of this, but there’s an informal gossip circle among intelligence
    agents. And some of ours heard from some of the Americans—

    GALLIMARD: Yes?

    TOULON: That the U.S. will allow the Vietnamese generals to stage a coup
    … and assassinate President Diem.

    The chime rings again. Toulon freezes. Gallimard turns upstage and looks at
    Butterfly, who slowly and deliberately clips a flower off its stem. Gallimard
    turns back towards Toulon.

    GALLIMARD: I think … that’s a very wise move!

    Toulon unfreezes.

    TOULON: It’s what you’ve been advocating. A toast?

    GALLIMARD: Sure. I consider this a vindication.

    TOULON: Not exactly. “To the test. Let’s hope you pass.”

    They drink. The chime rings again. Toulon freezes. Gallimard turns
    upstage, and Song clips another flower.

    GALLIMARD (To Toulon): The test?

    TOULON (Unfreezing): It’s a test of everything you’ve been saying. I
    personally think the generals probably will stop the Communists. And
    you’ll be a hero. But if anything goes wrong, then your opinions won’t be
    worth a pig’s ear. I’m sure that won’t happen. But sometimes it’s easier
    when they don’t listen to you.

    GALLIMARD: They’re your opinions too, aren’t they?

    TOULON: Personally, yes.

    GALLIMARD: So we agree.

    TOULON: But my opinions aren’t on that report. Yours are. Cheers.

    Toulon turns away from Gallimard and raises his glass. At that instant Song
    picks up the vase and hurls it to the ground. It shatters. Song sinks down
    amidst the shards of the vase, in a calm, childlike trance. She sings softly, as
    if reciting a child’s nursery rhyme.

    SONG (Repeat as necessary): “The whole world over, the white man
    travels, setting anchor, wherever he likes. Life’s not worth living, unless he
    finds, the finest maidens, of every land …”

    Gallimard turns downstage towards us. Song continues singing.

    GALLIMARD: I shook as I left his house. That coward! That worm! To put
    the burden for his decisions on my shoulders!

    I started for Renee’s. But no, that was all I needed. A schoolgirl who
    would question the role of the penis in modern society. What I wanted was

    revenge. A vessel to contain my humiliation. Though I hadn’t seen her in
    several weeks, I headed for Butterfly’s.

    Gallimard enters Song’s apartment.

    SONG: Oh! Rene … I was dreaming!

    GALLIMARD: You’ve been drinking?

    SONG: If I can’t sleep, then yes, I drink. But then, it gives me these dreams
    which—Rene, it’s been almost three weeks since you visited me last.

    GALLIMARD: I know. There’s been a lot going on in the world.

    SONG: Fortunately I am drunk. So I can speak freely. It’s not the world, it’s
    you and me. And an old problem. Even the softest skin becomes like leather
    to a man who’s touched it too often. I confess I don’t know how to stop it. I
    don’t know how to become another woman.

    GALLIMARD: I have a request.

    SONG: Is this a solution? Or are you ready to give up the flat?

    GALLIMARD: It may be a solution. But I’m sure you won’t like it.

    SONG: Oh well, that’s very important. “Like it?” Do you think I “like”
    lying here alone, waiting, always waiting for your return? Please—don’t
    worry about what I may not “like.”

    GALLIMARD: I want to see you … naked.

    Silence.

    SONG: I thought you understood my modesty. So you want me to—what—
    strip? Like a big cowboy girl? Shiny pas ties on my breasts? Shall I fling
    my kimono over my head and yell “ya-hoo” in the process? I thought you
    respected my shame!

    GALLIMARD: I believe you gave me your shame many years ago.

    SONG: Yes—and it is just like a white devil to use it against me. I can’t
    believe it. I thought myself so repulsed by the passive Oriental and the cruel
    white man. Now I see—we are always most revolted by the things hidden
    within us.

    GALLIMARD: I just mean—

    SONG: Yes?

    GALLIMARD:—that it will remove the only barrier left between us.

    SONG: No, Rene. Don’t couch your request in sweet words. Be yourself—a
    cad—and know that my love is enough, that I submit—submit to the worst
    you can give me. (Pause) Well, come. Strip me. Whatever happens, know
    that you have willed it. Our love, in your hands. I’m helpless before my
    man.

    Gallimard starts to cross the room.

    GALLIMARD: Did I not undress her because I knew, somewhere deep
    down, what I would find? Perhaps. Happiness is so rare that our mind can
    turn somersaults to protect it.

    At the time, I only knew that I was seeing Pinkerton stalking towards his
    Butterfly, ready to reward her love with his lecherous hands. The image
    sickened me, pulled me to my knees, so I was crawling towards her like a
    worm. By the time I reached her, Pinkerton … had vanished from my heart.
    To be replaced by something. new, something unnatural, that flew in the
    face of all I’d learned in the world—something very close to love.

    He grabs her around the waist; she strokes,his hair.

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly, forgive me.

    SONG: Rene …

    GALLIMARD: For everything. From the start.

    SONG: I’m …

    GALLIMARD: I want to—

    SONG: I’m pregnant. (Beat) I’m pregnant. (Beat) I’m pregnant.

    Beat.

    GALLIMARD: I want to marry you!

    scene 7

    Gallimard and Butterfly’s flat. Beijing. 1963.

    Downstage, Song paces as Comrade Chin reads from her notepad.
    Upstage, Gallimard is still kneeling. He remains on his knees throughout
    the scene, watching it.

    SONG: I need a baby.

    CHIN (From pad): He’s been spotted going to a dorm.

    SONG: I need a baby.

    CHIN: At the Foreign Language Institute.

    SONG: I need a baby.

    CHIN: The room of a Danish girl … What do you mean, you need a baby?!

    SONG: Tell Comrade Kang—last night, the entire mission, it could’ve
    ended.

    CHIN: What do you mean?

    SONG: Tell Kang—he told me to strip.

    CHIN: Strip?!

    SONG: Write!

    CHIN: I tell you, I don’t understand nothing about this case anymore.
    Nothing.

    SONG: He told me to strip, and I took a chance. Oh, we Chinese, we know
    how to gamble.

    CHIN (Writing): “… told him to strip.”

    SONG: My palms were wet, I had to make a split-second decision.

    CHIN: Hey!, Can you slow down?!

    Pause.

    SONG: You write faster, I’m the artist here. Suddenly, it hit me—“All he
    wants is for her to submit. Once a woman submits, a man is always ready to
    become ‘generous.’ ”

    CHIN: You’re just gonna end up with rough notes.

    SONG: And it worked! He gave in! Now, if I can just present him with a
    baby. A Chinese baby with blond hair—he’ll be mine for life!

    CHIN: Kang will never agree! The trading of babies has to be a
    counterrevolutionary act!

    SONG: Sometimes, a counterrevolutionary act is necessary to counter a
    counterrevolutionary act.

    Pause.

    CHIN: Wait.

    SONG: I need one … in seven months. Make sure it’s a boy.

    CHIN: This doesn’t sound like something the Chairman would do. Maybe
    you’d better talk to Comrade Kang yourself.

    SONG: Good. I will.

    Chin gets up to leave.

    SONG: Miss Chin? Why, in the Peking Opera, are women’s roles played by
    men?

    CHIN: I don’t know. Maybe, a reactionary remnant of male—

    SONG : No. (Beat) Because only a man knows how a woman is supposed
    to act.

    Chin exits. Song turns upstage, towards Gallimard.

    GALLIMARD: (Calling after Chin): Good riddance! (To Song) I could
    forget all that betrayal in an instant, you know. If you’d just come back and
    become Butterfly again.

    SONG: Fat chance. You’re here in prison, rotting in a cell. And I’m on a
    plane, winging my way back to China. Your President pardoned me of our
    treason, you know.

    GALLIMARD: Yes, I read about that.

    SONG: Must make you feel … lower than shit.

    GALLIMARD: But don’t you, even a little bit, wish you were here with
    me?

    SONG: I’m an artist, Rene. You were my greatest … acting challenge. (She
    laughs) It doesn’t matter how rotten I answer, does it? You still adore me.
    That’s why I love you, Rene. (She points to us) So—you were telling your
    audience about the night I announced I was pregnant.

    Gallimard puts his arms around Song’s waist. He and Song are in the
    positions they were in at the end of Scene 6.

    scene 8

    Same.

    GALLIMARD: I’ll divorce my wife. We’ll live together here, and then later
    in France.

    SONG: I feel so … ashamed.

    GALLIMARD: Why?

    SONG: I had begun to lose faith. And now, you shame me with your
    generosity.

    GALLIMARD: Generosity? No, I’m proposing for very selfish reasons.

    SONG: Your apologies only make me feel more ashamed. My outburst a
    moment ago!

    GALLIMARD: Your outburst? What about my request?!

    SONG: You’ve been very patient dealing with my … eccentricities. A
    Western man, used to women freer with their bodies—

    GALLIMARD: It was sick! Don’t make excuses for me.

    SONG: I have to. You don’t seem willing to make them for yourself.

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: You’re crazy.

    SONG: I’m happy. Which often looks like crazy.

    GALLIMARD: Then make me crazy. Marry me.

    Pause.

    SONG: No.

    GALLIMARD: What?

    SONG: Do I sound silly, a slave, if I say I’m not worthy?

    GALLIMARD: Yes. In fact you do. No one has loved me like you.

    SONG: Thank you. And no one ever will. I’ll see to that.

    GALLIMARD: So what is the problem?

    SONG: Rene, we Chinese are realists. We understand rice, gold, and guns.
    You are a diplomat. Your career is skyrocketing. Now, what would happen
    if you divorced your wife to marry a Communist Chinese actress?

    GALLIMARD: That’s not being realistic. That’s defeating yourself before
    you begin.

    SONG: We must conserve our strength for the battles we can win.

    GALLIMARD: That sounds like a fortune cookie!

    SONG: Where do you think fortune cookies come from?

    GALLIMARD: I don’t care.

    SONG: You do. So do I. And we should. That is why I say I’m not worthy.
    I’m worthy to love and even to be loved by you. But I am not worthy to end
    the career of one of the West’s most promising diplomats.

    GALLIMARD: It’s not that great a career! I made it sound like more than it
    is!

    SONG: Modesty will get you nowhere. Flatter yourself, and you flatter me.
    I’m flattered to decline your offer. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): Butterfly and I argued all night. And, in the end, I
    left, knowing I would never be her husband. She went away for several
    months—to the countryside, like a small animal. Until the night I received
    her call.

    A baby’s cry from offstage. Song enters, carrying a child.

    SONG: He looks like you.

    GALLIMARD: Oh! (Beat; he approaches the baby) Well, babies are never
    very attractive at birth.

    SONG: Stop!

    GALLIMARD: I’m sure he’ll grow more beautiful with age.

    More like his mother.

    SONG: “Chi vide mai/ a bimbo del Giappon …”

    GALLIMARD: “What baby, I wonder, was ever born in Japan”—or China,
    for that matter—

    SONG: “… occhi azzurrini?”

    GALLIMARD: “With azure eyes”—they’re actually sort of brown,
    wouldn’t you say?

    SONG: “E il labbro.”

    GALLIMARD: “And such lips!” (He kisses Song) And such lips.

    SONG: “E i ricciolini d‘oro schietto?”

    GALLIMARD: “And such a head of golden”—if slightly patchy—“curls?”

    SONG: I’m going to call him “Peepee.”

    GALLIMARD: Darling, could you repeat that because I’m sure a rickshaw
    just flew by overhead.

    SONG: You heard me.

    GALLIMARD: “Song Peepee”? May I suggest Michael, or Stephan, or
    Adolph?

    SONG: You may, but I won’t listen.

    GALLIMARD: You can’t be serious. Can you imagine the time this child
    will have in school?

    SONG: In the West, yes.

    GALLIMARD: It’s worse than naming him Ping Pong or Long Dong or—

    SONG : But he’s never going to live in the West, is he?

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: That wasn’t my choice.

    SONG: It is mine. And this is my promise to you: I will raise him, he will
    be our child, but he will never burden you outside of China.

    GALLIMARD: Why do you make these promises? I want to be burdened! I
    want a scandal to cover the papers!

    SONG (To us): Prophetic.

    GALLIMARD: I’m serious.

    SONG: So am I. His name is as I registered it. And he will never live in the
    West.

    Song exits with the child.

    GALLIMARD (To us): It is possible that her stubbornness only made me
    want her more. That drawing back at the moment of my capitulation was
    the most brilliant strategy she could have chosen. It is possible. But it is
    also possible that by this point she could have said, could have done …
    anything, and I would have adored her still.

    scene 9

    Beijing. 1966.

    A driving rhythm of Chinese percussion fills the stage.

    GALLIMARD: And then, China began to change. Mao became very old,
    and his cult became very strong. And, like many old men, he entered his

    second childhood. So he handed over the reins of state to those with minds
    like his own. And children ruled the Middle Kingdom with complete
    caprice. The doctrine of the Cultural Revolution implied continuous
    anarchy. Contact between Chinese and foreigners became impossible. Our
    flat was confiscated. Her fame and my money now counted against us.

    Two dancers in Mao suits and red-starred caps enter, and begin crudely
    mimicking revolutionary violence, in an agitprop fashion.

    GALLIMARD: And somehow the American war went wrong too. Four
    hundred thousand dollars were being spent for every Viet Cong killed; so
    General Westmoreland’s remark that the Oriental does not value life the
    way Americans do was oddly accurate. Why weren’t the Vietnamese people
    giving in? Why were they content instead to die and die and die again?

    Toulon enters.

    TOULON: Congratulations, Gallimard.

    GALLIMARD: Excuse me, sir?

    TOULON: Not a promotion. That was last time. You’re going home.

    GALLIMARD: What?

    TOULON: Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

    GALLIMARD: I’m being transferred … because I was wrong about the
    American war?

    TOULON: Of course not. We don’t care about the Americans. We care
    about your mind. The quality of your analysis. In general, everything
    you’ve predicted here in the Orient … just hasn’t happened.

    GALLIMARD: I think that’s premature.

    TOULON: Don’t force me to be blunt. Okay, you said China was ready to
    open to Western trade. The only thing they’re trading out there are Western
    heads. And, yes, you said the Americans would succeed in Indochina. You
    were kidding, right?

    GALLIMARD: I think the end is in sight.

    TOULON: Don’t be pathetic. And don’t take this personally. You were
    wrong. It’s not your fault.

    GALLIMARD: But I’m going home.

    TOULON: Right. Could I have the number of your mistress? (Beat) Joke!
    Joke! Eat a croissant for me.

    Toulon exits. Song, wearing a Mao suit, is dragged in from the wings as
    part of the upstage dance. They “beat” her, then lampoon the acrobatics of
    the Chinese opera, as she is made to kneel onstage.

    GALLIMARD (Simultaneously): I don’t care to recall how Butterfly and I
    said our hurried farewell. Perhaps it was better to end our affair before it
    killed her.

    Gallimard exits. Comrade Chin walks across the stage with a banner
    reading: “The Actor Renounces His Decadent Profession!” She reaches the
    kneeling Song. Percussion stops with a thud. Dancers strike poses.

    CHIN: Actor-oppressor, for years you have lived above the common people
    and looked down on their labor. While the farmer ate millet—

    SONG: I ate pastries from France and sweetmeats from silver trays.

    CHIN: And how did you come to live in such an exalted position?

    SONG: I was a plaything for the imperialists!

    CHIN: What did you do?

    SONG: I shamed China by allowing myself to be corrupted by a foreigner

    CHIN: What does this mean? The People demand a full confession!

    SONG: I engaged in the lowest perversions with China’s enemies!

    CHIN: What perversions? Be more clear!

    SONG: I let him put it up my ass!

    Dancers look over, disgusted.

    CHIN: Aaaa-ya! How can you use such sickening language?!

    SONG: My language … is only as foul as the crimes I committed …

    CHIN: Yeah. That’s better. So—what do you want to do now?

    SONG: I want to serve the people.

    Percussion starts up, with Chinese strings.

    CHIN: What?

    SONG: I want to serve the people!

    Dancers regain their revolutionary smiles, and begin a dance of victory.

    CHIN: What?!

    SONG: I want to serve the people!!

    Dancers unveil a banner: “The Actor Is Rehabilitated!” Song remains
    kneeling before Chin, as the dancers bounce around them, then exit. Music
    out.

    scene 10

    A commune. Hunan Province. 1970.

    CHIN: How you planning to do that?

    SONG: I’ve already worked four years in the fields of Hunan, Comrade
    Chin.

    CHIN: So? Farmers work all their lives. Let me see your hands.

    Song holds them out for her inspection.

    CHIN: Goddamn! Still so smooth! How long does it take to turn you actors
    into good anythings? Hunh. You’ve just spent too many years in luxury to
    be any good to the Revolution.

    SONG: I served the Revolution.

    CHIN: Serve the Revolution? Bullshit! You wore dresses! Don’t tell me—I
    was there. I saw you! You and your white vice-consul! Stuck up there in

    your flat, living off the People’s Treasury! Yeah, I knew what was going on!
    You two … homos! Homos! Homos! (Pause; she composes herself) Ah!
    Well … you will serve the people, all right. But not with the Revolution’s
    money. This time, you use your own money.

    SONG: I have no money.

    CHIN: Shut up! And you won’t stink up China anymore with your pervert
    stuff. You’ll pollute the place where pollution begins—the West.

    SONG: What do you mean?

    CHIN: Shut up! You’re going to France. Without a cent in your pocket. You
    find your consul’s house, you make him pay your expenses—

    SONG: No.

    CHIN: And you give us weekly reports! Useful information!

    SONG: That’s crazy. It’s been four years.

    CHIN: Either that, or back to rehabilitation center!

    SONG: Comrade Chin, he’s not going to support me! Not in France! He’s a
    white man! I was just his plaything—

    CHIN: Oh yuck! Again with the sickening language? Where’s my stick?

    SONG: You don’t understand the mind of a man.

    Pause.

    CHIN: Oh no? No I don’t? Then how come I’m married, huh? How come I
    got a man? Five, six years ago, you always tell me those kind of things, I
    felt very bad. But not now! Because what does the Chairman say? He tells
    us I’m now the smart one, you’re now the nincompoop!

    You’re the blackhead, the harebrain, the nitwit! You think you’re so smart?
    You understand “The Mind of a Man”? Good! Then you go to France and
    be a pervert for Chairman Mao!

    Chin and Song exit in opposite directions.

    scene 11

    Paris. 1968-70.

    Gallimard enters.

    GALLIMARD: And what was waiting for me back in Paris? Well, better
    Chinese food than I’d eaten in China. Friends and relatives. A little
    accounting, regular schedule, keeping track of traffic violations in the
    suburbs…. And the indignity of students shouting the slogans of Chairman
    Mao at me—in French.

    HELGA: Rene? Rene? (She enters, soaking wet) I’ve had a … a problem.
    (She sneezes)

    GALLIMARD: You’re wet.

    HELGA: Yes, I … coming back from the grocer’s. A group of students,
    waving red flags, they—

    Gallimard fetches a towel.

    HELGA:—they ran by, I was caught up along with them. Before I knew
    what was happening—

    Gallimard gives her the towel.

    HELGA: Thank you. The police started firing water cannons at us. I tried to
    shout, to tell them I was the wife of a diplomat, but—you know how it is …
    (Pause) Needless to say, I lost the groceries. Rene, what’s happening to
    France?

    GALLIMARD: What‘s—? Well, nothing, really.

    HELGA: Nothing?! The storefronts are in flames, there’s glass in the
    streets, buildings are toppling—and I’m wet!

    GALLIMARD: Nothing! … that I care to think about.

    HELGA: And is that why you stay in this room?

    GALLIMARD: Yes, in fact.

    HELGA: With the incense burning? You know something? I hate incense. It
    smells so sickly sweet.

    GALLIMARD: Well, I hate the French. Who just smell—period!

    HELGA: And the Chinese were better?

    GALLIMARD: Please—don’t start.

    HELGA: When we left, this exact same thing, the riots—

    GALLIMARD: No, no …

    HELGA: Students screaming slogans, smashing down doors—

    GALLIMARD: Helga—

    HELGA: It was all going on in China, too. Don’t you remember?!

    GALLIMARD: Helga! Please! (Pause) You have never understood China,
    have you? You walk in here with these ridiculous ideas, that the West is
    falling apart, that China was spitting in our faces. You come in, dripping of
    the streets, and you leave water all over my floor. (He grabs Helga’s towel,
    begins mopping up the floor)

    HELGA: But it’s the truth!

    GALLIMARD: Helga, I want a divorce.

    Pause; Gallimard continues, mopping the floor.

    HELGA: I take it back. China is … beautiful. Incense, I like incense.

    GALLIMARD: I’ve had a mistress.

    HELGA: So?

    GALLIMARD: For eight years.

    HELGA: I knew you would. I knew you would the day I married you. And
    now what? You want to marry her?

    GALLIMARD: I can’t. She’s in China.

    HELGA: I see. You want to leave. For someone who’s not here, is that
    right?

    GALLIMARD: That’s right.

    HELGA: You can’t live with her, but still you don’t want to live with me.

    GALLIMARD: That’s right.
    Pause.

    HELGA: Shit. How terrible that I can figure that out. (Pause) I never
    thought I’d say it. But, in China, I was happy. I knew, in my own way, I
    knew that you were not everything you pretended to be. But the pretense—
    going on your arm to the embassy ball, visiting your office and the guards
    saying, “Good morning, good morning, Madame Gallimard”—the pretense
    … was very good indeed. (Pause) I hope everyone is mean to you for the
    rest of your life. (She exits)

    GALLIMARD (To us): Prophetic.

    Marc enters with two drinks.

    GALLIMARD (To Marc): In China, I was different from all other men.

    MARC: Sure. You were white. Here’s your drink.

    GALLIMARD : I felt … touched.

    MARC: In the head? Rene, I don’t want to hear about the Oriental love
    goddess. Okay? One night—can we just drink and throw up without a lot of
    conversation?

    GALLIMARD: You still don’t believe me, do you?

    MARC: Sure I do. She was the most beautiful, et cetera, et cetera, blase
    blasé.

    Pause.

    GALLIMARD: My life in the West has been such a disappointment.

    MARC: Life in the West is like that. You’ll get used to it. Look, you’re
    driving me away. I’m leaving. Happy, now? (He exits, then returns) Look, I
    have a date tomorrow night. You wanna come? I can fix you up with—

    GALLIMARD: Of course. I would love to come.

    Pause.

    MARC: Uh—on second thought, no. You’d better get ahold of yourself
    first.

    He exits; Gallimard nurses his drink.

    GALLIMARD (To us): This is the ultimate cruelty, isn’t it? That I can talk
    and talk and to anyone listening, it’s only air—too rich a diet to be
    swallowed by a mundane world. Why can’t anyone understand? That in
    China, I once loved, and was loved by, very simply, the Perfect Woman.

    Song enters, dressed as Butterfly in wedding dress.

    GALLIMARD (To Song): Not again. My imagination is hell. Am I asleep
    this time? Or did I drink too much?

    SONG: Rene?

    GALLIMARD: God, it’s too painful! That you speak?

    SONG: What are you talking about? Rene—touch me.

    GALLIMARD: Why?

    SONG: I’m real. Take my hand.

    GALLIMARD: Why? So you can disappear again and leave me clutching
    at the air? For the entertainment of my neighbors who—?

    Song touches Gallimard.

    SONG: Rene?

    Gallimard takes Song’s hand. Silence.

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly? I never doubted you’d return.

    SONG: You hadn’t … forgotten—?

    GALLIMARD: Yes, actually, I’ve forgotten everything. My mind, you see
    —there wasn’t enough room in this hard head—not for the world and for
    you. No, there was only room for one. (Beat) Come, look. See? Your bed
    has been waiting, with the Klimt poster you like, and—see? The xiang lu
    [incense burner] you gave me?

    SONG: I … I don’t know what to say.

    GALLIMARD: There’s nothing to say. Not at the end of a long trip. Can I
    make you some tea?

    SONG: But where’s your wife?

    GALLIMARD: She’s by my side. She’s by my side at last.

    Gallimard reaches to embrace Song. Song sidesteps, dodging him.

    GALLIMARD: Why?!

    SONG (To us): So I did return to Rene in Paris. Where I found—

    GALLIMARD: Why do you run away? Can’t we show them how we
    embraced that evening?

    SONG: Please. I’m talking.

    GALLIMARD: You have to do what I say! I’m conjuring you up in my
    mind!

    SONG: Rene, I’ve never done what you’ve said. Why should it be any
    different in your mind? Now split—the story moves on, and I must change.

    GALLIMARD: I welcomed you into my home! I didn’t have to, you know!
    I could’ve left you penniless on the streets of Paris! But I took you in!

    SONG: Thank you.

    GALLIMARD: So … please … don’t change.

    SONG: You know I have to. You know I will. And anyway, what difference
    does it make? No matter what your eyes tell you, you can’t ignore the truth.
    You already know too much.

    Gallimard exits. Song turns to us.

    SONG: The change I’m going to make requires about five minutes. So I
    thought you might want to take this opportunity to stretch your legs, enjoy a
    drink, or listen to the musicians. I’ll be here, when you return, right where
    you left me.

    Song goes to a mirror in front of which is a wash basin of water. She starts
    to remove her makeup as stagelights go to half and houselights come up.

    act three
    scene 1

    A courthouse in Paris. 1986.

    As he promised, Song has completed the bulk of his transformation,
    onstage by the time the houselights go down and the stagelights come up
    full. He removes his wig and kimono, leaving them on the floor.
    Underneath, he wears a well-cut suit.

    SONG: So I’d done my job better than I had a right to expect. Well, give
    him some credit, too. He’s right—I was in a fix when I arrived in Paris. I
    walked from the airport into town, then I located, by blind groping, the
    Chinatown district. Let me make one thing clear: whatever else may be said
    about the Chinese, they are stingy! I slept in doorways three days until I
    could find a tailor who would make me this kimono on credit. As it turns
    out, maybe I didn’t even need it. Maybe he would’ve been happy to see me
    in a simple shift and mascara. But … better safe than sorry.

    That was 1970, when I arrived in Paris. For the next fifteen years, yes, I
    lived a very comfy life. Some relief, believe me, after four years on a
    fucking commune in No wheresville, China. Rene supported the boy and
    me, and I did some demonstrations around the country as part of my
    “cultural exchange” cover. And then there was the spying.

    Song moves upstage, to a chair. Toulon enters as a judge, wearing the
    appropriate wig and robes. He sits near Song. It’s 1986, and Song is
    testifying in a courtroom.

    SONG: Not much at first. Rene had lost all his high-level contacts.
    Comrade Chin wasn’t very interested in parking-ticket statistics. But finally,
    at my urging, Rene got a job as a courier, handling sensitive documents.
    He’d photograph them for me, and I’d pass them on to the Chinese
    embassy.

    JUDGE: Did he understand the extent of his activity?

    SONG: He didn’t ask. He knew that I needed those documents, and that
    was enough.

    JUDGE: But he must’ve known he was passing classified information.

    SONG: I can’t say.

    JUDGE: He never asked what you were going to do with them?

    SONG: Nope.

    Pause.

    JUDGE: There is one thing that the court—indeed, that all of France—
    would like to know.

    SONG: Fire away.

    JUDGE: Did Monsieur Gallimard know you were a man?

    SONG: Well, he never saw me completely naked. Ever.

    JUDGE: But surely, he must’ve … how can I put this?

    SONG: Put it however you like. I’m not shy. He must’ve felt around?

    JUDGE: Mmmmm.

    SONG: Not really. I did all the work. He just laid back. Of course we did
    enjoy more … complete union, and I suppose he might have wondered why
    I was always on my stomach, but…. But what you’re thinking is. “Of course
    a wrist must’ve brushed … a hand hit … over twenty years!” Yeah. Well,
    Your Honor, it was my job to make him think I was a woman. And chew on
    this: it wasn’t all that hard. See, my mother was a prostitute along the Bundt
    before the Revolution. And, uh, I think it’s fair to say she learned a few
    things about Western men. So I borrowed her knowledge. In service to my
    country.

    JUDGE: Would you care to enlighten the court with this secret knowledge?
    I’m sure we’re all very curious.

    SONG: I’m sure you are. (Pause) Okay, Rule One is: Men always believe
    what they want to hear. So a girl can tell the most obnoxious lies and the

    guys will believe them every time—“This is my first time”—“That’s the
    biggest I’ve ever seen”—or both, which, if you really think about it, is not
    possible in a single lifetime. You’ve maybe heard those phrases a few times
    in your own life, yes, Your Honor?

    JUDGE: It’s not my life, Monsieur Song, which is on trial today.

    SONG: Okay, okay, just trying to lighten up the proceedings. Tough room.

    JUDGE: Go on.

    SONG: Rule Two: As soon as a Western man comes into contact with the
    East—he’s already confused. The West has sort of an international rape
    mentality towards the East. Do you know rape mentality?

    JUDGE: Give us your definition, please.

    SONG: Basically, “Her mouth says no, but her eyes say yes.”

    The West thinks of itself as masculine—big guns, big industry, big
    money—so the East is feminine—weak, delicate, poor … but good at art,
    and full of inscrutable wisdom—the feminine mystique.

    Her mouth says no, but her eyes say yes. The West believes the East,
    deep down, wants to be dominated—because a woman can’t think for
    herself.

    JUDGE: What does this have to do with my question?

    SONG: You expect Oriental countries to submit to your guns, and you
    expect Oriental women to be submissive to your men. That’s why you say
    they make the best wives.

    JUDGE: But why would that make it possible for you to fool Monsieur
    Gallimard? Please—get to the point.

    SONG: One, because when he finally met his fantasy woman, he wanted
    more than anything to believe that she was, in fact, a woman. And second, I
    am an Oriental. And being an Oriental, I could never be completely a man.

    Pause.

    JUDGE: Your armchair political theory is tenuous, Monsieur Song.

    SONG: You think so? That’s why you’ll lose in all your dealings with the
    East.

    JUDGE: Just answer my question: did he know you were a man?

    Pause.

    SONG: You know, Your Honor, I never asked.

    scene 2
    Same.

    Music from the “Death Scene” from Butterfly blares over the house
    speakers. It is the loudest thing we’ve heard in this play.

    Gallimard enters, crawling towards Song’s wig and kimono.

    GALLIMARD: Butterfly? Butterfly?

    Song remains a man, in the witness box, delivering a testimony we do not
    hear.

    GALLIMARD (To us): In my moment of greatest shame, here, in this
    courtroom—with that … person up there, telling the world…. What strikes
    me especially is how shallow he is, how glib and obsequious … completely
    .. without substance! The type that prowls around discos with a gold
    medallion stinking of garlic. So little like my Butterfly.

    Yet even in this moment my mind remains agile, flip-flopping like a man
    on a trampoline. Even now, my picture dissolves, and I see that … witness …
    talking to me.

    Song suddenly stands straight up in his witness box, and looks at
    Gallimard.

    SONG: Yes. You. White man.

    Song steps out of the witness box, and moves downstage towards Gallimard.
    Light change.

    GALLIMARD (To Song): Who? Me?

    SONG: Do you see any other white men?

    GALLIMARD: Yes. There’re white men all around. This is a French
    courtroom.

    SONG: So you are an adventurous imperialist. Tell me, why did it take you
    so long? To come back to this place?

    GALLIMARD: What place?

    SONG: This theatre in China. Where we met many years ago.

    GALLIMARD (To us): And once again, against my will, I am transported.

    Chinese opera music comes up on the speakers. Song begins to do opera
    moves, as he did the night they met.

    SONG: Do you remember? The night you gave your heart?

    GALLIMARD: It was a long time ago.

    SONG: Not long enough. A night that turned your world upside down.

    GALLIMARD: Perhaps.

    SONG: Oh, be honest with me. What’s another bit of flattery when you’ve
    already given me twenty years’ worth? It’s a wonder my head hasn’t
    swollen to the size of China.

    GALLIMARD: Who’s to say it hasn’t?

    SONG: Who’s to say? And what’s the shame? In pride? You think I
    could’ve pulled this off if I wasn’t already full of pride when we met? No,
    not just pride. Arrogance. It takes arrogance, really—to believe you can
    will, with your eyes and your lips, the destiny of another. (He dances)
    C‘mon. Admit it. You still want me. Even in slacks and a button-down
    collar.

    GALLIMARD: I don’t see what the point of—

    SONG: You don’t? Well maybe, Rene, just maybe—I want you.

    GALLIMARD: You do?

    SONG: Then again, maybe I’m just playing with you. How can you tell?
    (Reprising his feminine character, he sidles up to Gallimard) “How I wish
    there were even a small cafe to sit in. With men in tuxedos, and
    cappuccinos, and bad expa triate jazz.” Now you want to kiss me, don’t
    you?

    GALLIMARD (Pulling away): What makes you—?

    SONG:—so sure? See? I take the words from your mouth. Then I wait for
    you to come and retrieve them. (He reclines on the floor)

    GALLIMARD: Why?! Why do you treat me so cruelly?

    SONG: Perhaps I was treating you cruelly. But now—I’m being nice. Come
    here, my little one.

    GALLIMARD: I’m not your little one!

    SONG: My mistake. It’s I who am your little one, right?

    GALLIMARD: Yes, I—

    SONG: So come get your little one. If you like. I may even let you strip me.

    GALLIMARD: I mean, you were! Before … but not like this!

    SONG: I was? Then perhaps I still am. If you look hard enough. (He starts
    to remove his clothes)

    GALLIMARD: What—what are you doing?

    SONG: Helping you to see through my act.

    GALLIMARD: Stop that! I don’t want to! I don‘t—

    SONG: Oh, but you asked me to strip, remember?

    GALLIMARD: What? That was years ago! And I took it back!

    SONG: No. You postponed it. Postponed the inevitable. Today, the
    inevitable has come calling.

    From the speakers, cacophony: Butterfly mixed in with Chinese gongs.

    GALLIMARD: No! Stop! I don’t want to see!

    SONG: Then look away.

    GALLIMARD: You’re only in my mind! All this is in my mind! I order
    you! To stop!

    SONG: To what? To strip? That’s just what I‘m—

    GALLIMARD: No! Stop! I want you—!

    SONG: You want me?

    GALLIMARD: To stop!

    SONG: You know something, Rene? Your mouth says no, but your eyes say
    yes. Turn them away. I dare you.

    GALLIMARD: I don’t have to! Every night, you say you’re going to strip,
    but then I beg you and you stop!

    SONG: I guess tonight is different.

    GALLIMARD: Why? Why should that be?

    SONG: Maybe I’ve become frustrated. Maybe I’m saying “Look at me, you
    fool!” Or maybe I’m just feeling … sexy. (He is down to his briefs)

    GALLIMARD: Please. This is unnecessary. I know what you are.

    SONG: Do you? What am I?

    GALLIMARD : A—a man.

    SONG: You don’t really believe that.

    GALLIMARD: Yes I do! I knew all the time somewhere that my happiness
    was temporary, my love a deception. But my mind kept the knowledge at
    bay. To make the wait bearable.

    SONG: Monsieur Gallimard—the wait is over.

    Song drops his briefs. He is naked. Sound cue out. Slowly, we and Song
    come to the realization that what we had thought to be Gallimard’s sobbing
    is actually his laughter.

    GALLIMARD: Oh god! What an idiot! Of course!

    SONG: Rene—what?

    GALLIMARD: Look at you! You’re a man! (He bursts into laughter again)

    SONG: I fail to see what’s so funny!

    GALLIMARD: “You fail to see—!” I mean, you never did have much of a
    sense of humor, did you? I just think it’s ridiculously funny that I’ve
    wasted,so much time on just a man!

    SONG: Wait. I’m not “just a man.”

    GALLIMARD: No? Isn’t that what you’ve been trying to convince me of?

    SONG: Yes, but what I mean—

    GALLIMARD: And now, I finally believe you, and you tell me it’s not
    true? I think you must have some kind of identity problem.

    SONG: Will you listen to me?

    GALLIMARD: Why?! I’ve been listening to you for twenty years. Don’t I
    deserve a vacation?

    SONG: I’m not just any man!

    GALLIMARD: Then, what exactly are you?

    SONG: Rene, how can you ask—? Okay, what about this?

    He picks up Butterfly’s robes, starts to dance around. No music.

    GALLIMARD: Yes, that’s very nice. I have to admit.

    Song holds out his arm to Gallimard.

    SONG: It’s the same skin you’ve worshiped for years. Touch it.

    GALLIMARD: Yes, it does feel the same.

    SONG: Now—close your eyes.

    Song covers Gallimard’s eyes with one hand. With the other, Song draws
    Gallimard’s hand up to his face. Gallimard, like a blind man, lets his hands
    run over Song’s face.

    GALLIMARD: This skin, I remember. The curve of her face, the softness
    of her cheek, her hair against the back of my hand …

    SONG: I’m your Butterfly. Under the robes, beneath everything, it was
    always me. Now, open your eyes and admit it—you adore me. (He removes

    his hand from Gallimard’s eyes)

    GALLIMARD: You, who knew every inch of my desires—how could you,
    of all people, have made such a mistake?

    SONG: What?

    GALLIMARD: You showed me your true self. When all I loved was the lie.
    A perfect lie, which you let fall to the ground—and now, it’s old and soiled.

    SONG: So—you never really loved me? Only when I was playing a part?

    GALLIMARD: I’m a man who loved a woman created by a man.
    Everything else—simply falls short.

    Pause.

    SONG: What am I supposed to do now?

    GALLIMARD: You were a fine spy, Monsieur Song, with an even finer
    accomplice. But now I believe you should go. Get out of my life!

    SONG: Go where? Rene, you can’t live without me. Not after twenty years.

    GALLIMARD: I certainly can’t live with you—not after twenty years of
    betrayal.

    SONG: Don’t be so stubborn! Where will you go?

    GALLIMARD: I have a date … with my Butterfly.

    SONG: So, throw away your pride. And come …

    GALLIMARD: Get away from me! Tonight, I’ve finally learned to tell
    fantasy from reality. And, knowing the difference, I choose fantasy.

    SONG: I’m your fantasy!

    GALLIMARD: You? You’re as real as hamburger. Now get out! I have a
    date with my Butterfly and I don’t want your body polluting the room! (He
    tosses Song’s suit at him) Look at these—you dress like a pimp.

    SONG: Hey! These are Armani slacks and—! (He puts on his briefs and
    slacks) Let’s just say … I’m disappointed in you, Rene. In the crush of your
    adoration, I thought you’d become something more. More like … a woman.

    But no. Men. You’re like the rest of them. It’s all in the way we dress,
    and make up our faces, and bat our eyelashes. You really have so little
    imagination!

    GALLIMARD: You, Monsieur Song? Accuse me of too little imagination?
    You, if anyone, should know—I am pure imagination. And in imagination I
    will remain. Now get out!

    Gallimard bodily removes Song from the stage, taking his kimono.

    SONG: Rene! I’ll never put on those robes again! You’ll be sorry!

    GALLIMARD: (To Song): I’m already sorry! (Looking at the kimono in his
    hands) Exactly as sorry … as a Butterfly.

    scene 3
    M. Gallimard’s prison cell. Paris. Present.

    GALLIMARD: I’ve played out the events of my life night after night,
    always searching for a new ending to my story, one where I leave this cell
    and return forever to my Butterfly’s arms.

    Tonight I realize my search is over. That I’ve looked all along in the
    wrong place. And now, to you, I will prove that my love was not in vain—
    by returning to the world of fantasy where I first met her.

    He picks up the kimono; dancers enter.

    GALLIMARD: There is a vision of the Orient that I have. Of slender
    women in chong sams and kimonos who die for the love of unworthy
    foreign devils. Who are born and raised to be the perfect women. Who take
    whatever punishment we give them, and bounce back, strengthened by love,
    unconditionally. It is a vision that has become my life.

    Dancers bring the wash basin to him and help him make up his face.

    GALLIMARD: In public, I have continued to deny that Song Liling is a
    man. This brings me headlines, and is a source of great embarrassment to
    my French colleagues, who can now be sent into a coughing fit by the mere

    mention of Chinese food. But alone, in my cell, I have long since faced the
    truth.

    And the truth demands a sacrifice. For mistakes made over the course of
    a lifetime. My mistakes were simple and absolute—the man I loved was a
    cad, a bounder. He deserved nothing but a kick in the behind, and instead I
    gave him … all my love.

    Yes—love. Why not admit it all? That was my undoing, wasn’t it? Love
    warped my judgment, blinded my eyes, rearranged the very lines on my
    face … until I could look in the mirror and see nothing but … a woman.

    Dancers help him put on the Butterfly wig.

    GALLIMARD: I have a vision. Of the Orient. That, deep within its almond
    eyes, there are still women. Women willing to sacrifice themselves for the
    love of a man. Even a man whose love is completely without worth.

    Dancers assist Gallimard in donning the kimono. They hand him a knife.

    GALLIMARD: Death with honor is better than life … life with dishonor.
    (He sets himself center stage, in a seppuku position) The love of a Butterfly
    can withstand many things—unfaithfulness, loss, even abandonment. But
    how can it face the one sin that implies all others? The devastating
    knowledge that, underneath it all, the object of her love was nothing more,
    nothing less than … a man. (He sets the tip of the knife against his body) It
    is 19__. And I have found her at last. In a prison on the outskirts of Paris.
    My name is Rene Gallimard—also known as Madame Butterfly.

    Gallimard turns upstage and plunges the knife into his body, as music from
    the “Love Duet” blares over the speakers. He collapses into the arms of the
    dancers, who lay him reverently on the floor. The image holds for several
    beats. Then a tight special up on Song, who stands as a man, staring at the
    dead Gallimard. He smokes a cigarette; the smoke filters up through the
    lights. Two words leave his lips.

    SONG: Butterfly? Butterfly?

    Smoke rises as lights fade slowly to black.

    END OF PLAY

    afterword

    It all started in May of 1986, over casual dinner conversation. A friend
    asked, had I heard about the French diplomat who’d fallen in love with a
    Chinese actress, who subsequently turned out to be not only a spy, but a
    man? I later found a two-paragraph story in The New York Times. The
    diplomat, Bernard Bouriscot, attempting to account for the fact that he had
    never seen his “girlfriend” naked, was quoted as saying, “I thought she was
    very modest. I thought it was a Chinese custom.”

    Now, I am aware that this is not a Chinese custom, that Asian women are
    no more shy with their lovers than are women of the West. I am also aware,
    however, that Bouriscot’s assumption was consistent with a certain
    stereotyped view of Asians as bowing, blushing flowers. I therefore
    concluded that the diplomat must have fallen in love, not with a person, but
    with a fantasy stereotype. I also inferred that, to the extent the Chinese spy
    encouraged these misperceptions, he must have played up to and exploited
    this image of the Oriental woman as demure and submissive. (In general, by
    the way, we prefer the term “Asian” to “Oriental,” in the same way “Black”
    is superior to “Negro.” I use the term “Oriental” specifically to denote an
    exotic or imperialistic view of the East.)

    I suspected there was a play here. I purposely refrained from further
    research, for I was not interested in writing docudrama. Frankly, I didn’t
    want the “truth” to interfere with my own speculations. I told Stuart Ostrow,
    a producer with whom I’d worked before, that I envisioned the story as a
    musical. I remember going so far as to speculate that it could be some
    “great Madame Butterfly-like tragedy.” Stuart was very intrigued, and
    encouraged me with some early funding.

    Before I can begin writing, I must “break the back of the story,” and find
    some angle which compels me to set pen to paper. I was driving down Santa
    Monica Boulevard one afternoon, and asked myself, “What did Bouriscot
    think he was getting in this Chinese actress?” The answer came to me
    clearly: “He probably thought he had found Madame Butterfly.”

    The idea of doing a deconstructivist Madame Butterfly immediately
    appealed to me. This, despite the fact that I didn’t even know the plot of the

    opera! I knew Butterfly only as a cultural stereotype; speaking of an Asian
    woman, we would sometimes say, “She’s pulling a Butterfly,” which meant
    playing the submissive Oriental number. Yet, I felt convinced that the
    libretto would include yet another lotus blossom pining away for a cruel
    Caucasian man, and dying for her love. Such a story has become too much
    of a cliché not to be included in the archtypal East-West romance that
    started it all. Sure enough, when I purchased the record, I discovered it
    contained a wealth of sexist and racist cliches, reaffirming my faith in
    Western culture.

    Very soon after, I came up with the basic “arc” of my play: the
    Frenchman fantasizes that he is Pinkerton and his lover is Butterfly. By the
    end of the piece, he realizes that it is he who has been Butterfly, in that the
    Frenchman has been duped by love; the Chinese spy, who exploited that
    love, is therefore the real Pinkerton. I wrote a proposal to Stuart Ostrow,
    who found it very exciting. (On the night of the Tony Awards, Stuart
    produced my original two-page treatment, and we were gratified to see that
    it was, indeed, the play I eventually wrote.)

    I wrote a play, rather than a musical, because, having “broken the back”
    of the story, I wanted to start immediately and not be hampered by the
    lengthy process of collaboration. I would like to think, however, that the
    play has retained many of its musical roots. So Monsieur Butterfly was
    completed in six weeks between September and mid-October, 1986. My
    wife, Ophelia, thought Monsieur Butterfly too obvious a title, and suggested
    I abbreviate it in the French fashion. Hence, M. Butterfly, far more
    mysterious and ambiguous, was the result.

    I sent the play to Stuart Ostrow as a courtesy, assuming he would not be
    interested in producing what had become a straight play. Instead, he flew
    out to Los Angeles immediately for script conferences. Coming from a
    background in the not-for-profit theater, I suggested that we develop the
    work at a regional institution. Stuart, nothing if not bold, argued for
    bringing it directly to Broadway.

    It was also Stuart who suggested John Dexter to direct. I had known
    Dexter’s work only by its formidable reputation. Stuart sent the script to
    John, who called back the next day, saying it was the best play he’d read in
    twenty years. Naturally, this predisposed me to like him a great deal. We
    met in December in New York. Not long after, we persuaded Eiko Ishioka

    to design our sets and costumes. I had admired her work from afar ever
    since, as a college student I had seen her poster for Apocalypse Now in
    Japan. By January, 1987, Stuart had optioned M. Butterfly, Dexter was
    signed to direct, and the normally sloth-like pace of commercial theater had
    been given a considerable prod.

    On January 4, 1988, we commenced rehearsals. I was very pleased that
    John Lithgow had agreed to play the French diplomat, whom I named Rene
    Gallimard. Throughout his tenure with us, Lithgow was every inch the
    center of our company, intelligent and professional, passionate and
    generous. B. D. Wong was forced to endure a five-month audition period
    before we selected him to play Song Liling. Watching B. D.’s growth was
    one of the joys of the rehearsal process, as he constantly attained higher
    levels of performance. It became clear that we had been fortunate enough to
    put together a company with not only great talent, but also wonderful
    camaraderie.

    As for Dexter, I have never worked with a director more respectful of
    text and bold in the uses of theatricality. On the first day of rehearsal, the
    actors were given movement and speech drills. Then Dexter asked that
    everyone not required at rehearsal leave the room. A week later, we
    returned for an amazingly thorough run-through. It was not until that day
    that I first heard my play read, a note I direct at many regional theaters who
    “develop” a script to death.

    We opened in Washington, D.C., at the National Theatre, where West
    Side Story and Amadeus had premiered. On the morning after opening
    night, most of the reviews were glowing, except for The Washington Post.
    Throughout our run in Washington, Stuart never pressured us to make the
    play more “commercial” in reaction to that review. We all simply concluded
    that the gentleman was possibly insecure about his own sexual orientation
    and therefore found the play threatening. And we continued our work.

    Once we opened in New York, the play found a life of its own. I suppose
    the most gratifying thing for me is that we had never compromised to be
    more “Broadway”; we simply did the work we thought best. That our
    endeavor should be rewarded to the degree it has is one of those all-too-rare
    instances when one’s own perception and that of the world are in
    agreement.

    Many people have subsequently asked me about the “ideas” behind the
    play. From our first preview in Washington, I have been pleased that people
    leaving the theater were talking not only about the sexual, but also the
    political, issues raised by the work.

    From my point of view, the “impossible” story of a Frenchman duped by
    a Chinese man masquerading as a woman always seemed perfectly
    explicable; given the degree of misunderstanding between men and women
    and also between East and West, it seemed inevitable that a mistake of this
    magnitude would one day take place.

    Gay friends have told me of a derogatory term used in their community:
    “Rice Queen”—a gay Caucasian man primarily attracted to Asians. In these
    relationships, the Asian virtually always plays the role of the “woman”; the
    Rice Queen, culturally and sexually, is the “man.” This pattern of
    relationships had become so codified that, until recently, it was considered
    unnatural for gay Asians to date one another. Such men would be taunted
    with a phrase which implied they were lesbians.

    Similarly, heterosexual Asians have long been aware of “Yellow
    Fever”—Caucasian men with a fetish for exotic Oriental women. I have
    often heard it said that “Oriental women make the best wives.” (Rarely is
    this heard from the mouths of Asian men, incidentally.) This mythology is
    exploited by the Oriental mail-order bride trade which has flourished over
    the past decade. American men can now send away for catalogues of
    “obedient, domesticated” Asian women looking for husbands. Anyone who
    believes such stereotypes are a thing of the past need look no further than
    Manhattan cable television, which advertises call girls from “the exotic
    east, where men are king; obedient girls, trained in the art of pleasure.”

    In these appeals, we see issues of racism and sexism intersect. The
    catalogues and TV spots appeal to a strain in men which desires to reject
    Western women for what they have become—independent, assertive, self-
    possessed—in favor of a more reactionary model—the pre-feminist,
    domesticated geisha girl.

    That the Oriental woman is penultimately feminine does not of course
    imply that she is always “good.” For every Madonna there is a whore; for
    every lotus blossom there is also a dragon lady. In popular culture, “good”
    Asian women are those who serve the White protagonist in his battle
    against her own people, often sleeping with him in the process. Stallone’s

    Rambo II, Cimino’s Year of the Dragon, Clavell’s Shogun, Van Lustbader’s
    The Ninja are all familiar examples.

    Now our considerations of race and sex intersect the issue of
    imperialism. For this formula—good natives serve Whites, bad natives
    rebel—is consistent with the mentality of colonialism. Because they are
    submissive and obedient, good natives of both sexes necessarily take on
    “feminine” characteristics in a colonialist world. Gunga Din’s unfailing
    devotion to his British master, for instance, is not so far removed from
    Butterfly’s slavish faith in Pinkerton.

    It is reasonable to assume that influences and attitudes so pervasively
    displayed in popular culture might also influence our policymakers as they
    consider the world. The neo-Colonialist notion that good elements of a
    native society, like a good woman, desire submission to the masculine West
    speaks precisely to the heart of our foreign policy blunders in Asia and
    elsewhere.

    For instance, Frances Fitzgerald wrote in Fire in the Lake, “The idea that
    the United States could not master the problems of a country as small and
    underdeveloped as Vietnam did not occur to Johnson as a possibility.” Here,
    as in so many other cases, by dehumanizing the enemy, we dehumanize
    ourselves. We become the Rice Queens of realpolitik.

    M. Butterfly has sometimes been regarded as an anti-American play, a
    diatribe against the stereotyping of the East by the West, of women by men.
    Quite to the contrary, I consider it a plea to all sides to cut through our
    respective layers of cultural and sexual misperception, to deal with one
    another truthfully for our mutual good, from the common and equal ground
    we share as human beings.

    For the myths of the East, the myths of the West, the myths of men, and
    the myths of women—these have so saturated our consciousness that
    truthful contact between nations and lovers can only be the result of heroic
    effort. Those who prefer to bypass the work involved will remain in a world
    of surfaces, misperceptions running rampant. This is, to me, the convenient
    world in which the French diplomat and the Chinese spy lived. This is why,
    after twenty years, he had learned nothing at all about his lover, not even
    the truth of his sex.

    D.H.H

    New York City
    September, 1988

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      Dedication
      Copyright Page
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      act three
      afterword

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    Family values / Lesbian newlywed breaks barriers just as her parents

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    Assemblyman Mark Leno, left, and City Assessor Mabel Teng, during a ceremony in San Francisco

    City Hall Thursday, Feb 12, 2004. In a political and legal challenge to California law, city authorities

    officiated at the marriages of at least eight same-sex couples Thursday and issued about a dozen

    more marriage licenses to gay and lesbian couples. The act of civil disobedience coordinated by top

    city officials pre-empted a conservative group’s efforts to block Mayor Gavin Newsom’s plan to

    license same-sex marriages. (AP Photo/Jakub Mosur) Georgia Kolias (second from right) and Willy

    Wilkinson (far right) are married by California Assemblyman Mark Leno (left) and City Assessor

    Mabel Teng, in San Francisco City Hall on Feb. 12. Willy Wilkinson (far right) and Georgia Kolias

    (second from right) exchange vows in a Feb. 12 ceremony led by Assemblyman Mark Leno (left) and

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    done!” “What about the children?” they

    demanded. My mother simply replied, “We

    just had one date.”

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    Assemblyman Mark Leno was holding a press conference. Leno was introducing the

    Marriage License Non-Discrimination Act, AB 1967, named after the year that anti-

    miscegenation laws were repealed on a federal level. In this historic moment at City Hall, I

    realized I was continuing my family’s legacy of fighting for the freedom to love.

    Someone called out, “We have our first couple!” and before we knew it, we had been

    ushered in front of the cameras to become the first couple to have a public same-sex

    ceremony, officiated by City Assessor Mabel Teng and Leno. I felt awkward and nervous

    about all the attention. But as I gazed into Georgia’s eyes, a wave of calm passed over me,

    just like at our first wedding. This was about us, pure and simple. We’ve been loving each

    other for nine years. We’re best friends. She’s my family. We’ll soon be expanding our

    family. She cracks me up every day of my life. Her mind is my playground. She’s the soft

    place I land in a world that doesn’t always make sense.

    Although we had written our own ceremony for our wedding in 1998, there was something

    surprisingly special about getting married with traditional vows, usually performed for

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    young, bright-eyed couples before they’ve journeyed together. When they asked if we

    promised to care for each other in sickness and health, there was nothing cliché about it.

    We have survived debilitating chronic illness together. For richer or poorer, we felt every

    word. Then Mark Leno said, “I now pronounce you …” and I turned in anticipation and

    wonderment about what he was going to say. “…spouses for life,” he continued, and I

    beamed as I registered this perfect choice of words.

    Afterward, as we shared our stories with our new wedding pals, we realized that we had

    been so used to second-class status that we hadn’t been able to imagine things being any

    other way. The caption on an Associated Press photo of us said that these same-sex

    weddings were an act of civil disobedience. That may be technically true, but all we were

    feeling was the afterglow and excitement of our ceremony, private and sweet in its

    meaning yet public in its acknowledgement. A wedding like any other wedding, and that

    was the best gift of all.

    As word spread in the days that followed, ecstatic queers pulled their sweeties out of work

    or school, jumped on red-eye flights or drove all night. They arrived with flowers, family,

    friends, Champagne and mariachi bands. They stood in line for hours; they camped

    overnight in the rain and bitter cold. Straight, transgender and religious allies brought food,

    blankets and good cheer. Through all the sleep deprivation, hunger and soggy clothes, San

    Francisco was filled with the spirit of love, dedication, gratitude and generosity. The

    community swelled with the sweet triumph of pride like never before.

    As the media covered the phenomenon of the busiest wedding chapel in America, we saw

    real images of our community in all its warmth and complexity. These were depictions of

    everyday people, living everyday lives, emerging out of the woodwork in droves. Couples

    who had raised families together, survived cancer and AIDS together, escaped religious

    and family persecution together. People who knew exactly what it feels like to care for each

    other, day after day, year after year, in sickness and health, for richer or poorer, through

    discrimination and equal rights.

    In 1959, my mother went to San Mateo to interview for a teaching job. The principal said,

    “Wilkinson is not a Chinese name. Do you have any difficulties in your marriage?” She

    replied, “My husband doesn’t have a problem being of another race.” The principal slapped

    his knees and laughed so hard he had tears rolling down his cheeks. The next day, she

    received a telegram offering her the job.

    My mother retired after 38 years of teaching first grade. In March, my parents, who live in

    San Mateo, will celebrate their 53rd anniversary. They’ve raised four children. They’ve

    cared for each other through all stages of health, finances and discrimination. They are our

    role models for the freedom to love and create family.

    Next year, on Valentine’s Day, an entire community of folks will celebrate their first

    wedding anniversaries. Regardless of the machinations of the right, no one will ever take

    that away from us. And we are fighting, stronger than ever, to end discrimination and file

    this time where it belongs — in the annals of the historical past.

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